I am having a hard time coming here, it causes me so much pain. When will it get better? Next month will be one whole damn year. Life is hell without you. I miss you and I hope some how some way you are able to know how I feel. Miss you and I love you FOREVER. Fly High my love.
Time has stood still for me and it seems like it happened yesterday. Life is horrible without you. Were the knocks on the wall yesterday morning at 5 am you? I hope so. Keep showing me you are aware of me. I am getting your Christmas tree ready to bring to you and please ask God to make sure my dads heart is fine otherwise I am doomed for sure. I will see your killer in DMV court on Jan. 4th, me, your mom, and my parents will be there. I hate him Walter and he needs to pay for what he has done, one way or another. I love you and miss you with all my heart and soul. XXXXXOOOOO
Without you is a void and I am not celebrating..I have nothing to be thankful for at this moment. Yes, I am Thankful of my loved daughter, but without you, Life just doesn't work and my heart is black. I LOVE you and Miss you Forever and a day. Fly High my love
Me and Sarah went to visit you and of course after being there for 5 minutes 2 cars pulled up with about 13 people and 4 kids to interrupt our peace with you. Every time I go to visit you no matter when and what time some loud people come and I get pissed. I bet you were hysterically laughing and saying only you Lisa. There are thousands of graves there, but your plot is the only one that people come to when I am there. Was it you that gave me the song "Free Bird" when we were leaving? It had to be. Keep giving me signs my love. I need them as much as possible. I LOVE and MISS you so much. Don't forget about me here on Earth or should I say Hell. Without you I am in Hell. Forever yours, Your Loving wife. XXXOOOO
I Love you Always and Forever. I miss you. :(
and it's not getting easier. I miss and Love you.
Life sucks without you and my heart is still broken. This really sucks. I have lost you and will never see you again and it makes me want to jump off a cliff. I still can't get a grasp that you are gone. 2 days will be a full 6 months. I am still trying to survive without you and my future is gloom. I have no life without you. I so hope you are in Heaven and still love me.
. I was trying to put the gifts back under the proper head stones today because the wind was so strong and they were blowing all over , I felt so bad. My flowers I left for you are probably scattered all over the place as well. I tried to make them stay put as best as I could. My dad left you a token as well. I Love and miss you so much.
It's not getting easier and the pain is even worse. I still cannot comprehend that you are gone from my life for good and I will grow old alone. So many dreams and plans were shattered by a careless piece of CRAP. I am struggling to get through each day without jumping in front of a train. I am dead inside. You and Sarah were my whole world and reason for living. It's not right that God would do this to us at this time. I love you baby forever and ever.
I want you to know I was so proud of you and still am. I was so proud of being your wife and you gave me the best years of my life even though it was way too short. God wanted you..It makes no sense to me, I guess when I cross over I will find out why. Life is a mystery and you were the first loss that I ever experienced that caused the most tremendous grief that will never heal and the most unexpected shock to my life. You to be taken away is beyond a drastic blow to my reality. The suffering is beyond torture. Love you Always, Your girl
LIFE SUCKS I miss you and I hope your killer rots in hell. I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH
I Love and miss you so much. I hope you can read all my messages in Heaven. I am lost without you. Life is horrrible without you. Yours always, Lisa
I will wear it to my grave. You would love it. I love and miss you so much and I am so sick over losing you. I don't know how to cope at all . The pain won't ease up at all. My world was destroyed in a second. You died with me loving you so deeply and it's a pain I have never experienced before and the worst pain I think a person could go through. I am mad at God. It's not fair at all. You are my eternal love. I will love you FOREVER. Your wife, Lisa
That you have left this world. I would give anything to change the past and have you back with me. The pain is actually getting worse and worse. I miss you so much it's horrifying knowing you of all people are gone for good. You gave me the best years of my life and I am so proud of your golden heart and the way you treated me and Sarah and everybody in general. As far as I am concerned you are still my husband even after death. Walter, I love you so darn much Now and Forever. RIP my love. Your loving and devoted wife. Lisa
I Love you Forever.
I hope you are happy. I hope you know how much I love you and miss you. I can't wait till I see you again.. until then I will live in darkness.
I LOVE YOU I MISS YOU Please make this pain go away.
I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER
2 months today I miss you more and more each minute of every day. This is nothing but torture. I love you.
The first time without you in 6 years. I wish you were there. The pain is beyond anything I could express in words. I miss you so much, I don't know how I am going to ever recover from this. You are not just an ordinary person, you and Sarah are (or now were) my reason for living. We are lost without you. I could only imagine how Jessica feels. If it wasn't for Sarah, I don't think I would be here as well. I try to function as best as I can and I know I have to move forward, but right now it's impossible. I need to find strength, but from where? You are gone from my life forever. I can't accept it yet. I love you Walter Cook more than you ever really knew.
It is getting worse and worse everyday. A pain that will never heal.
I LOVE YOU
Another freaking rainy Thursday. I think it has rained practically every Thursday in the past year. I miss you my love and I am DEAD inside.
I know you have been welcomed into heaven with open arms by family, friends, and God himself. I just wish I had more time with you, and had not wasted so much of the time I had. I love you and miss you always. Happy Birthday!
Today on all days-Flag day, Your Birthday, Britts B-Day- we miss you. HAPPY BIRTHDAY WALTER! Thinking of you Love Audrey
Happy Birthday Uncle Walter. I know you can hear me, so I will say it. Happy Birthday! I love you and I miss you, but I know you are there. You have done alot recently. So now I know that your okay :) Happy Birthday <3 Love you, Britt
HAPPY BIRTHDAY I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH LISA
I miss you so much. I LOVE YOU FOREVER Lisa
There are a couple of things I don’t understand. And I know I should not question God. I don’t understand, how can this happen to a person like Wally, when the world needs people like him to balance out some of the evil. I understand when God calls you home you have to go, what I don’t understand why God had to call my brother home on my birthday. Wally, I miss you and love you always and forever. Your Sister, Marie
Today you have been gone a whole month. How could you be here one moment then gone for good? It makes no sense. I am still hoping it's all a nightmare and I will wake up from it soon. That morning you made the usual Cappuccino for us and figures it was raining like it does just about every Thursday. I don't even remember if I gave you a kiss goodbye since I was still half way asleep ( you probably did kiss me because you always did). I do remember saying to you at least twice to let me keep Sarah home and you take the SUV. I should have been more demanding and you would still be here today. I am not sure if everyone is destined to leave this Earth at a specific time but, I think this time was wrong for you to go. You had so much that you wanted to accomplish and it was right there. I just don't understand why you are gone. I love and miss you and my heart hearts.
You pulled it off..We won the lottery with the #s you gave us. Thanks for letting us know you are on the otherside. Now, please visit me and give me a hug and never let go. You are missed and LOVED so much it's heart wrenching. I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE you Always and Forever.
Words alone cannot express the love an feelings that I have for Walter (always Wally to me). He is my protector my hero and most of all my Big Brother. I LOVE YOU WALLY AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH. Love, Your little Sister Lee
Hi Lisa. You don't know me, but I knew walter in the past. We went to high school together, and years later met up with him again. we became friends for awhile, and he was a terrific man. the very first time that he met my kids he gave my son an eminem cd. you were lucky to have the short time that you did have with him, just remember that he will always be looking down on you and the kids, always the kids.
Please come home
I remember Walter as a man who was always playful. He would scoop you up in his arms and just show that he really cared. He always played with me, my brother, my sister,his daughters, and my whole family. Sometimes it would be frisbee or football in the back yard on holidays. He would always tell me how to hold a football, or how to throw it so it goes farther then my brothers, so maybe once, I could be better at the game.... Or maybe it was when he played with us in the pool, his strength allowed him to throw all of us across so we could land in the pool with a happy spalsh.When we played tag underwater, and played with my brothers toypedo, maybe it was just him being there. You know, at first,Walter was new to me, and very quiet... But when he opened up his personality to me, I immediately loved him as my new Uncle. His smile was warm and welcoming. I loved seeing it everyday. I saw how happy he made my Aunt Lisa, and the thought of her smiling everyday made me beam with joy. And Sarah loved him too, He would take her to school, walk down to the canal with her... She would tell me endless stories of how Walter and her found something by the canal, or how Walter helped her in this new game she got. He also made my whole family happy. Everyone loved him. Walter was an amazing person, No. Walter IS an amazing person. Because you know what? He's not gone. He'll never be gone. I know that when I'm playing in the backyard out on Long Island, he is still telling me how to throw that ball. I know that when I'm in the pool, that happy splash will still be there because he's swimming with me. Also I know that his smile will never fade. And he will continue to be the great person that he is. I'll miss him, But not really, Because he's not really gone. Love <3, Britt
There are no words- A golden heart and unconditional love for family. Walter didn't know the word NO. Always playing with his children, nieces and nephews. He will be greatly missed by everyone. Gather strength in this awful tragedy. He is forever in the hearts of all that knew him.