OH HOW SAD IT CAN BE TO BE ABLE TO KNOW SOMEONE LIKE YOU AND YET WE WASTE OUR LIVES NOT EVEN REALIZING JUST EXACTLY WHAT LIFE WAS MENT TO BE. HOW CAN WE BE SO FLIPPIN SELFISH ? HOW IS IT WE ARE SO FORTUNATE TO BE HERE , ALIVE ,YET WE CONTINUE TO ACT LIKE WE KNOW WHAT WERE DOING, WHEN REALLY I 'M SO LOST WITHOUT YOUR FRIENDSHIP,WITHOUT YOU. I WISH I KNEW WHAT TO DO NEXT TO MAKE IT WORTH WHAT YOU WERE TO SO MANY OF US.WHAT A WASTE .IF I COULD TRADE MY MEANINGLESS LIFE FOR YOURS BROTHER I WOULD ! I TRY TO MAKE SENSE OUT OF IT ALL BUT HERE I SIT WITHOUT YOU WITHOUT TRIN WITHOUT A JOB WITHOUT CASH."I AM TRYING TO GET OVER YOU, AND IT'LL TAKE DYING TO GET IT DONE"LOVE AUNTIE FRANCES

I will never forget you. I hope you are able to know how much you are loved and how much you will be missed. You are in our hearts forever.

I REMEMBER THE LAST TIME WE SAW EACHOTHER. WE SAT AND HAD A DEEP TALK ABOUT THE GOOD OL'TIMES. BACK WHEN WE FIRST MET WE USE TO JOKE AND LAUGH SO MUCH AND THE LAST THING I SAID TO HIM WAS, "DOES YOUR MOMMA EAT CHEESE?" AND HE SAID, "GOVERNMENT CHEESE," THAT IS">IT'S A LITTLE JOKE WE HAVE HAD SINCE WE FIRST MET. I AM GONNA MISS YOU MORE THAN I HAVE EVER MISSED ANYONE OR ANYTHING BEFORE. YOU WILL ALWAYS HOLD THE DEEPEST PART OF MY SOUL WITH YOU. I LOVE YOU NELEY. I HOPE THAT YOU FOUND THE PEACE THAT YOU SET OUT FOR! REST IN PEACE. ALWAYS WITH YOU. ALWAYS WITH ME, LOVE CHRISTIANA