I remember when dad used to touch me, he would play with my penis and stick his dick in my bum, at first I was resistant but then I came around and let him have me each night 7 times a night, it was really the only time I felt his love in life and wish he was still around so I could enjoy his warmth even just one last time, but the sad thing was that when he bought a van with gas struts and started hanging around primary schools he just ignored me and never again did I feel his warm penis insert into anus, and then he just left and I did not hear from him or feel his love for 12 years, love you dad rest in peace, may you have all the children you want in the after life.

Well ,I'm sorry it took me this long to discover this site. The internet is a wonderful thing and let's face it ,it's a way of getting out of face to face contact. Any way here goes.I wish you all the best Angela and I am so glad my dad had you at the end, he needed someone like you. Such a shame dad felt my sister and I were to nasty to get in contact with. In fact we love him more than he will ever know,those piggy back rides to bed, those nights of playing monopoly, scrabble, and snakes and ladders, those are the things I loved most as a child. My favourite memory is you getting all the moths out of my room. I could'nt sleep until you got all of them,,,,,,,,,,,,,and you did. I'll never forget the day you came home to Vincentia and you had been gone for 8 months in the navy and you knocked on the door and I answered and you said is Les Meredith there, and I said ,no he is at work and shut the door in your face. You knocked again and I answered and you said it's me dad .............shell. Your funeral displayed a photo of the boat you made out of sugar cubes, we were asked if we had ever seen this photo before. All 3 of us were really dumb founded, did you not tell your new family anything about us. That photo is plastered all over our child albums. We have every photo of your best mile stones, that being the high light of it. As an ending note, I am a mother now to 2 beautiful boys and even though your not here to share it with me I believe your there in your own way now. Mum, Sharon,Dion and I have moved on just as you did,you have 5 grandsons and 1 grand daughter and I am sure we will see you in another life. Until then, thank u for all. Love from the 9 people left behind. xoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxooxxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox