The moment that you died, my heart was split in two. One side filled with memories, the other side died with you. I often lay awake at night, when the world is fast asleep. And take a walk down memory lane, with tears upon my cheeks. Remembering you is easy, I do it everyday. Missing you is a heartache that will never go away. I hold you tight within my heart, and there you will remain. My life tries to go on without you, but it will never be the same. All My Love mum xxx

Tenisha had her end of year concert and I know you were watching down on her. Every milestone or cute thing she does makes me laugh and cry at the same time. She fills me with so much joy. I just wish we could have shared this together. All My Love Mum xxx

Standing proud upon a shelf, a photograph I see. The image of Kelly's face, smiling back at me. Just a faded photograph, I look at every day. If she could speak to me, I know exactly what she'd say " MUM NOW'S THE TIME TO PACK AWAY YOUR SORROW AND YOUR PAIN. I'VE HAD MY LIFE YOU MUST LIVE YOURS, IT'S TIME TO SMILE AGAIN. PLACE THE HURTFUL THINGS THAT HAPPENED FIRMLY IN THE PAST AND MAKE THE HAPPY TIMES WE SHARED TOGETHER THE MEMORIES THAT LAST. TAKE A MOMENT NOW AND THEN TO THINK OF ME FOR AWHILE. HOLDED MY FADED PHOTOGRAPH AND MUM DON'T FORGET TO SMILE"

To the living I am gone, to the sorrowful I will never return. To the angry I was cheated, to the happy I am at peace. To the faithful I have never left, I cannot speak but i am near. I cannot be seen but I can be heard. Remember me in your heart and in your thoughts. The memories of the time we loved, the times we cried, the battle we fought and the times we laughed. If you always think of me .....I will never have gone. All My Love Kelly xxoo

I went to my friend Juna's birthday party today and i had the best time mummy. Nanny dressed me up as a fairy. There were two real fairies there and they had fairy dust. I had lots of fun with my friends. I miss and love you so much mummy. All My Love Tenisha xxoo

With tears I saw you sinking and watched you pass away. My heart was oh so broken, I wanted you to stay. When I saw you sleeping, so peaceful and free from pain...... how could I wish you back with me, to suffer that again. All My Love Mum x x x

I know you thought of me today, mum I know you cried. Mum I know that this is hard for you, and you cannot understand why. Mum please don't be angry with God, it was time for me to leave. The things that have happened since I left, I know you can't believe. Mum I am okay and I have never left your side. Do you hear the things I say, can you find the things I hide. I cannot take away the pain that your heart feels, so I asked God for just one wish, to help your heart to heal. He told me to think carefully about what I could say or do, to show you what you mean to me and that I miss you too. I want you to think of the little things that used to make us laugh and hopefully they will bury what I put you through in the past. So mum when you think of me and cannot bear the pain, look for the gifts I send you and my memory will remain. I am in every laugh you have, in every hug you share. I am the one who knows your soul, mum I want you to let go. Take with you the memories and think of me in the flowers, wind and rain. Most of all please remember I never meant to cause you so much pain. Loving you today, tomorrow, now and always Kelly xxoo

I think of you as resting from your sorrows , tears and fears....In a place of warmth and comfort where there are no days or years. Lots of love Mum xxx