well ,you missed a good 4th birthday party ,but i know in your on way ,u would have been thier with us all ,asking for your paracetamol ,lol, vincent lisa and the kids stayed over at mine had a not bad nite ,iam glad they are taking jim seroiusly hes alrite ,vincents also intruduced me to this book by colin fry ,which has opened a whole new page , in my book , thought he was accurate in things he was saying, when you actually read them it seems so obvious , about when he talks of the way we entered the world or should i say the earthly plane ,til our depart to the our existence , which isnt to far away ,yet so close ,once you read it , you say to yourself , why didnt i think of that , what i mean by that ,is it seems so true ,you have to read it ,to see were iam coming from ,this is my second time , not long started it again ,when you know something is not fiction you seem to take more of an interest in it ,i am glad at the fact u are going on somewhere else , not far from us , if you beleive , you can see the signs , you just have to look at them, they are rite in front of us , i could say that i have smelt your presence 2nite , but not in a beautiful way lol , if you remember this time last year , it wasnt a pretty sight , thats why i maybe know it was you , for it makes sense , i am glad you are still around , i just wish that my dad could read this book ,and to try to understand their is somthing their , and would like to think he would look at this in a diffrent light , and he would , i think, if he had a srongh enough message, we all wait in hope ,LIP, godbless you PRAY FOR US , LOVE YOU ,ALWAYS IN MY HEART ,nite nite ,until 2morro xxx.