AMANDA COTA

Marc , age 18 from New York your daughter is beautiful I'm so sorry for your loss words can not express how i feel right now. I really wish i could of met her. I herd Amanda loved to write poems and storys. I think that is amazing Amanda like to do that. I'm a writer and short filmmaker too i write short stories screenplays and as a hobbie i like to draw as well. I wish i could of talked to Amanda if i went to her school she would of always had a good friend to talk to if she met me I completely understand what she was going threw in school. When I was in school I was bullied alot because I was an outcast and a nerd no one would talk to me or even sit with me at the lunch table. I was in special ed my whole life because i had alot of trouble with math. I only have 4 good friends when i was in high school i was the shy type and quiet. I was so shy i did not have the guts to ask a girl out and thats another area im bad in i can not get a date for my life. I'm 18 and still never went on my first date i been feeling down lately too about it. Well on the bright side when i graduated high school i got my first part time job working with people who have disabilities and as a production worker. The reason why I took the job was because i like helping people who have disabilities and it just makes me happy as a person coming into work everyday and seeing the smile on there faces when i step in the door as they say good morning to me. I wish i could go to collage one day as well but sadly the diploma I got was not good enough for me to enter a good collage so right now im trying my best to get my GED so i can go to a film school i been looking at. I hope i pass the GED im afraid i might fail because of the math but im trying i feel a bit stupid and slow because everyones in head of me and smarter than me in the class I take at night i guess. I hope things will work out for me in the end. I'm so sorry about your daughter may Amanda rest in peace. I really wish i could of met her i bet she was a great person and a good friend to have well i know one thing i have in common with her we both love pizza lol. I hope the best for you and your family and friends, your friend, Marc