Words cannot describe the pain I feel, you left a hole in my heart that will never heal. My mission in life was to protect you and make everything right, but your illness left me powerless unable to fix or alter your plight. Your fragile body endured an exhausting battle in which you bravely fought till the end. I knew your days were numbered, but I remained in denial, never wanting to come to terms with the facts. Now I cannot seem to accept you are forever gone. Our family chain is broken and nothing will ever be the same. My phone no longer rings with your number, your emails no longer appear on my screen and my mailbox no longer holds your letters. How can I endure such emptiness in my life? I miss you, dearly, my beautiful Mom; it pains me you left without my goodbye. I miss your voice, your gentle smile, your laugh, your humor, your kindhearted soul… No one will ever worry and care for me the way you did, your unconditional love cannot be duplicated. You were the star in my life, the reason for my existence. May you rest in peace, Mom. You will forever remain in my heart and your memory will live within me for all eternity. I love you, Suzy I THOUGHT OF YOU WITH LOVE I thought of you with love today but that is nothing new I thought about you yesterday and days before that too, I think of you in silence. I often speak your name All I have are memories and your picture in a frame. Your memory is my keepsake with which I’ll never part God has you in His keeping, I have you in my heart. IF TEARS COULD BUILD A STAIRWAY If tears could build a stairway and thoughts a memory lane I’d walk right up to heaven and bring you home again. No Farewell words were spoken No time to say good-bye You were gone before I knew it And only God knows why. My heart’s still active in sadness And secret tears still flow What it meant to lose you No one can ever know. But now I know you want us To mourn for you no more To remember all the happy times Life still has much in store. Since you’ll never be forgotten I pledge to you today A hallowed place within my heart Is where you’ll always stay. God knows why, with chilling touch, Death gathers those we love so much, And what now seems so strange and dim, Will all be clear, when we meet Him.

Very self centered yet she was my earthly Mom & I still love her. Hopefully in heaven they will teach her not to be so bossy & to respect all her relatives, natural & political. And also that she learn to give "God" the credit for things, rather than to herself.

Alicia esta en este momento junto a Dios, algun dia estaremos todos juntos eternamente.