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Anonymous
2 years ago

Had a dream that was so real, when I woke up I tried so hard to go back to sleep to feel you again... I just miss you so very much son, no words can ever explain my hurt.. It never gets easier...

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Anonymous
2 years ago

Had a dream that was so real, when I woke up I tried so hard to go back to sleep to feel you again... I just miss you so very much son, no words can ever explain my hurt.. It never gets easier...

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3 years ago

Remembering your laugh, smile, your jokes...Missing you so much son... I know your with us, watching over us, "ALL" of us....

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Anonymous
6 years ago

No words can be said to explain the loss and pain I feel from not having my boy with me. It never gets easier, we just learn how to deal with each day of not having you. You are always in my heart, I love you son.

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ctreat94553
7 years ago

Missing you so very much.. 5 years ago today I had to let you go but I know you are still here. I love you, wish we had more time on earth together. Someday we'll. be together again..

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7 years ago

Hey Aaron. Just wanted to say Happy Birthday! I miss you man. Miss seeing you in your lazy boy recliner when I come home with an empty bag of sour gummy worms and half empty root beer mastering your latest xbox game. I know you are looking down on all us probably laughing at how stressed we get over the small hurdles in life. We all lose sight of how easy we really have it. I think of you often when I get stressed and remind myself of your lifelong battle that was fought with a smile and calmness almost everyday. Thank you for showing me what true courage is. Till we meet again ...

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Anonymous
8 years ago

Just really missing you wishing I had another day with you.... I love you

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Anonymous
9 years ago

wishing you an early happy birthday home boy!!!!

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Anonymous
9 years ago

STILL THINKING ABOUT YOU AND PLAYING YOUR MUSIC DAILY BROTHER!!!!!!!

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ctreat94553
10 years ago

You are 24 years old today! I miss you so much, I just want to reach out and hold you and tell you how much I Love you! I say I wish I had one more day with you but it wouldn't be the truth, I would want more of course. I just wish you were still with us, I miss you son! I love you!!! Love mom

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stess67
10 years ago

Your mom and I were very close friends when we were pregnant. We were young and it was scary. We werent sure what to expect. Your mom was due in Feb I was due in June. She called me when you were born and told me she had a precious baby boy. I was so excited for her. I couldnt wait to hold you and spend time with you as I awaited my own child. You were an adorable baby boy. In June I had my own baby boy, who would become your "brother" and best friend for life. Your mom and I did a lot of stuff together. We especially liked going to the mall and taking you boys to Taco Bell in your strollers. Occasionally you would spend the night at my house so your mom could get some time to herself. It was neat watching you boys grow up together. Your mom and I moved around and didnt always stay close, but we always got you boys together for birthday parties and play dates. I have pictures of you boys sitting on the recliner together watching tv when you were around 3 years old. You were giggling in the picture. As you got older you started calling your mom Chris which I thought was funny. When she would tell you it was time to leave our house you would run and hide from her. This was something you did each and every time you came over. My fondest memory was when you boys were sitting in the room playing karaoke cassettes and singing to them. I opened the door to see how you boys were doing and you were listening to Ice Ice Baby. You kept rewinding it to capture the beat. Thats when I knew both you and Trevor were going to do something with your musical talents. Thank God for that because you left us so much of your music. This music came from your heart, and it was what made you so happy. Even when you were frustrated with your illness, you still had your music. We love you and miss you so much Aaron. Have a happy birthday.

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Anonymous
10 years ago

Missing you so much Aaron.

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ctreat94553
10 years ago

Missing you!!!

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young farley
10 years ago

its amazing how fast time flies!!! sometimes i'll be making a beat and hear you all over it!!! :(

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ctreat94553
10 years ago

just not the same.. i miss your cards, i could always count on you to make me laugh and feel like a wonderful mom on this special day...I miss you son....Love you always!!! Love Momma

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Melissa
10 years ago

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10 years ago

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Melissa
10 years ago

i miss u i wish you were still here with us breath eazy hommie love u melissa

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ctreat94553
11 years ago

i wish Heaven had a phone so I could hear  your voice. ■ ♥ ■ I thought of you today, but that is nothing new. I  thought about you yesterday, and days before that too. ■ ♥ ■ I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. All i have are memories and your  picture in a frame. ♥ God has you in his arms. ■ ♥ ■ I have you in my  heart!.♥ ♥ ♥  I can't believe your gone and it's been a year! I try to stay strong everyday and it's just so hard... It seams like a bad nightmare and I wish someone would wake me, you perhaps would be great but I know god has you by his side breathing without machines and having no worries. I can't wait to be with you someday by yourside... I know I hear you tell me, "not yet mom, somday.." I miss you so much, it gets pretty damn hard holding back tears and staying strong but I keep trying.. I love you and miss you son and so do all your great friends... See you soon, love, Mom

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stess67
11 years ago

Well it is the first anniversary of the celebration of Aaron's life. This is a very hard day for me and MANY others. I am remembering holding Aaron as a baby, and how excited I was for my baby Trevor to be born just a few months later. How wonderful it was to watch these boys grow up so close. They were brothers. I remember walking in the room when they were around 4 years old playing the karoake version of "Ice Ice Baby" over and over again. Little did I know that was the beginning of their love for rap. Thank God for rap, because thats what Aaron truly loved and he left us so much music to listen to and remember him by, with so much of his life and inspiration in each song. I love you Aaron and miss you with all my heart! You were my other son.

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Leslie
11 years ago

I cant believe I'm just now coming across this page ! Today is a year, a year since "Arwon" passed away. It was crazy waking up today, looking at my calender and seeing "RIP Aaron, 1 year." I think this day is harder then I'd expect it to be, because on the 10th of this month, I lost an extremely close friend/brother of mine. But then I think positively, because I know Aaron was up there in Heaven when he arrived. There isn't a time that goes by where I don't feel guilty when I think of him. I wish I would have gone and seen him his last year, just like he asked me to. But I know Aaron wouldn't want me feeling guilty. He's always in my prayers, and I think of him everyday. Every time I walk into my room and I see the pictures and memorials from the funeral I've placed right next to my bed, I think of him. I like to think that I have two Gaurdian Angels now.. I love you & miss you Aaron. <3 Leslie (Or as Aaron called me, "Wezwe")

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ctreat94553
11 years ago

I still cant beleive your not here, i think my heart and mind just wont allow it, i wish it wasnt real...

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ctreat94553
11 years ago

Today is your 23rd special day!! I love you so very much, I really miss you...i wish you were here to have cake and open presents and for me to give you your birthday hug and kiss!

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Trevor
11 years ago

I still miss you man Your brother Tre

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Rikki
11 years ago

Hi my name is Rikki and i used to live in Martinez born and raised til i was 14. i lived 5 houses up from matts grandma on Gilrix and i remember when Aaron and Matt used to come over to jump on the trampolein (dont know if i spelt that right lol) i didn't hear that he passed away since i moved to chico in 2004 to go to school i found out when Jeremy added me on myspace and i saw it on Matt's page... may he rest in Peace ....he was a great guy that will be missed very much. i wish i could have gone to his funneral it was probably packed since everyone loved him truly....

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stess67
11 years ago

love you aaron

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ctreat94553
11 years ago

Not a memory just really thinking about you.. it just doesnt seem like christmas, i miss you so much!!!! Chris got me this card today and he said it was special becasue he felt you were talking to him, this card on the front says "Mama" its what you always said to me in your cute voice (usually when you wanted something..LOL..) but it really touched me. I know your here with us but i just wish i could touch you and hold you and tell you I love you!!!! I know your breathing easy now son, that is a wonderful gift... I love you and Miss you!!!!!!

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JOSETTE SUAZO
11 years ago

HI MY NAME IS JOSETTE IM FROM COLORADO AND HAPPEN TO SEE YOUR SONS MEMORIAL, ITS BEAUTIFUL, AND SO WAS YOUR SON. IM ALSO IN THE SAME BITTER PLACE AS YOU I LOST MY SON COREY AT THE AGE OF 17 IN SEP. OF 07. STILL FEELS LIKE YESTERDAY TO ME AND THE HEARTACHE NEVER GOES AWAY, JUST KNOW YOU HAVE A FRIEND TO TALK TO OK, STAY STRONG AND MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND YOURS THRU THE HOLIDAYS-----------MUCH LOVE JOSETTE

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stess67
11 years ago

I am so glad that i created this memorial, because your loved ones are able to write their thoughts here when they are feeling empty and missing you. its still so hard to accept the fact that you are gone for good. i still think one day you will send me a comment on myspace saying "hey momma, i want to come visit!" i miss those messages. lexy NEVER stops missing you and talking about you. kayla misses her other brother so much. now that we are getting towards the holidays it is more painful than ever. i also know how painful it is for your mom. since i lost my mom on xmas day in 2007, i truly understand how much harder the loss becomes over the holidays. the only thing i have to hold on to are my dreams. i dream about you all the time. you are always laughing in my dreams, and just as happy to be with our family as you always were. and the best thing is that you arent struggling to breath. just like your mom, i know i will be with you again some day. but until then. we all know you are looking over us. you have truly helped trevor be strong through this. it took a long time for him to be able to lift his head and smile again. he never stops thinking about you. some days are harder than others, but you help him through each and every day. i love you aaron and miss you so DAMN much.

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ctreat94553
11 years ago

I miss you so very much, the holidays are here and its just not the same. I miss your laughter, your smile, your jokes when i walk through the door, your texts.. i want to hold you just one more time but i know it wouldnt stop there, i would need more, much more. i have such a void in my heart, theres not a day goes by that i dont think of you or hear a song and want to call you. I know we were put on this earth for eachother and i would do it all over again. I know ill see you someday, but sometimes its hard to wait. I know your here with me, watching over us, helping me with your little brother, and helping me push forward. You have so many people that miss you and love you..Aaron my son, I love you and miss you like mad!!!!!! it wasnt suppose to be like this....ill be seeing you in my dreams, and thinking of you as always....Love, Momma.....

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Jack Nastie
11 years ago

First time I met Rayzah was the 2nd annual RWR Summer Jam... I wasnt a member of RWR yet.... I remember the stage was in the gym and it was right below the basketball hoop... One of the other guys picked Rayzah up and set him in the hoop where he stayed for damn near the whole perfomance... It made me feel like that is sumthin I could see myself doin... From that point on, I had respect for him as an artist... As time went on, I didnt see a whole lot of him, but when I did, it was always a mutual respect thing, we would pop each others collar about current projects we were doin... And point out certain things we felt or didnt feel in certain songs... From that point on I had respect for him as a critic...lol About 8 months or so before he passed, I would call him often just to see how he was... 9 times out of 10 he wouldnt answer, but he would text me back... I didnt have nuthin to really say, but I would just ask him how he felt and let him know, that I was there for im if he needed somebody to talk to... He expressed how much it meant to him, because he felt alone a lot... From that point on I had love for him as a friend... I didnt get to attend his funeral because I was on a temperary vacation, but I felt pain... I have some pretty cool memories of Rayzah, and I will take them on with me... Much love to the people who put this page together... I havent been able to share until now... Breathe easy little homie... We still keepin it lit for you... Jack Nastie of RWR PRODUCTIONS

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Jessica Raine
11 years ago

You have always been a best friend to me, i love you for that. Theres is alot I wish i could tell you things i didn't get to tell you before, but i know your watching over all of us. You have touched so many lives, expecally mine. You've made me think about how i need to forgive people even when they do wrong to me. you have forgave countless people through out the time we have known one and other. And i now see who you get it from... your mother... now now now i know you've always said i was like your mother. But i see her in you more weather you agree with me or not... I love you shorty, your in my prayers every night, and there isn't an hour that passes by i don't think of you...

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stess67
11 years ago

This is a thought more than a memory. Missing you so much Aaron. Your smile is so clear in my mind. Lex wears your shirt to school once a week. She wears it proud and tells everyone that you are her brother. Love you

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youngfarley
11 years ago

thank you chris for bringing such a wonderful person into this world... rayzah touct me never to give up no matter how hard things look..i was blessed to know him and to be able to record songs with him...my best work was done in the presents of him..he will always be in my heart..i love you rayzah...

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ctreat94553
11 years ago

i cant tell you how much i miss you... theres not a day that goes by that i dont think of you at least 30 times, im sure its more! i look at your pics and go to your room and still think when your coming home, but i know deep down you are home honey, breathing easy and playing basketball and rapping all day long!!!! im happy that you are not in any pain but that doesnt stop the pain i feel down here on earth, i cant wait till the day i see you again my son. there are so many things i want to tell you but i know you know, cause thats how we always communicated, we always knew what the other was thinking. and your smile, oh boy do i miss your big bright smile and your laugh!!!! you really did always light up the room. I love you Aaron and just wanted to say it here, i know you miss everybody here, but know that we will be with you someday...

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kv0912
11 years ago

Aaron was always my second brother. always as protective as trevor was. I grew up with aaron, he was always around, I loved him so much! and I miss him a lot. but I remember him coming to my birthday. It was a murder mystery dinner. And Aaron and trevor had so much fun! The host was this really funny gay comedien and he flirted with trev and aaron. it was so funny they got such a kick out of it. his memory will always live on. everyone all has there special memories. all of mine mean so much to me.

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stess67
11 years ago

bless his heart! aaron had more fun than anyone at that mystery dinner. he loved the gay guy and just couldnt stop laughing when the gay guy followed trevor around calling him "tinkle pants". aarons laugh lit up the room. he made our night that night. it wouldnt have been the same without him.

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ATP
11 years ago

The Last time I saw Aarron was on his birthday, We all went over to his house to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! He was sitting in the chair in the living room playing his video games, with that awesome amazing smile on his face! I told him happy birthday, gave him a side hug and kissed him on the cheek, and appoligized for not kicking it so often! As many times as I have seen Aaron or even taken his photos for RWR, he always looked so happy and so full of life. I remember going to Alcatraz for the CD cover shoot; man that was a long day! a full day with many hours full of photo taking! But as the day went on, his smile was the smile that was still the brightest ever! I only got to know aaron for 3 years, but i didnt know him the way others did but from what I learned about and from him he was more than amazing! He did walk with Swag in his step. I remember shooting a shoot for RWR at time out in concord, a long time ago. I remember hearing someone say " that night, was one of our first nights out on stage together and when I seen that photo flash on the screen; i broke down" when I see what photo he was takking about, I realized why he broke down. Aaron is missed by so many of us. We all have photos and memories. Also, the 2nd RWR, I was taking photos for 8 hours! When Rob put Aaron in the basket ball hoop he had this glowing about him! Like he was on top of the world, no matter how sick he was when he was not around any of his friends; he did show a sign of sickness out when he was on stage! I loved his smile and his bright eyes. I am very glad I got to know him through the lens of my camera! aaron baby; your missed and loved. breathe easy now and look over all of us because now your in that basket ball hoop you got put in, in the 2nd RWR! and save us spots, we will see you again babyboy! your photographer ---Angel Angel Thompson Photography Anyone want photos: www.myspace.com/angelthompsonphotography (In the Album, Pour 1 out for Aaron)

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