created memory in Rebecca Theres Morris
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It has been four years since you went away. It feels like yesterday and yet seems so, so long ago. I see you every day, hear your voice, your laugh and see your smile. So many times I think of you, when I know I will and don’t know I will. But miss you I always will, I always do, I do right now. You’ll always be there, in that special place where I still feel you, know you, see you and sense you. You’re never far from me, always in my heart and in my thoughts. Forget you I never will, miss you I forever do.
Little things... some things... lots of things - just remind me of you. I miss you.
Two years since you went away - miss you greatly. Been thinking of you throughout the day.
It would have been Bec's birthday today - thinking of you Bec.
It has now been one year since Rebecca died and I still miss her greatly. I think of you every day Bec and always will I'm certain of it. Wish you were still here.
Today is Rebecca's Birthday and my thoughts have been of Bec for most of the day. I tried to find her today but couldn't - Bec would know that I tried and that nothing would stop me from trying my best. I'm sorry I didn't find you Bec - Bec would know I'd be sorry about that too.
Rebecca knew me well - most of the time. She knew how I would react to what she told me and to what she may have done. But I could also surprise her - though Bec knew that I could do so and that I often would.
Bec loved my surprises and I'd say that she knew I'd have one for her birthday.
Happy birthday Bec - how I wish I could say that to you again. How I wish I could say that to you tonight - now. I can't - but you know that I would have liked that to be the case. I would never have forgotten your birthday and you knew that I wouldn't.
You always forgot mine - but that was OK, because I didn't mind about that. As long as you were my best friend it didn't matter about anything else.
I miss you Bec - I have every day since the last time I saw you and especially now since that fateful day in June 2008 when I heard that you had died.
It broke my heart that I couldn't be at your funeral. I so much wanted to be able to be there and how much it has hurt me to not be there. But you knew that I'd feel that way and I also know that you would understand that I couldn't be - especially since you knew the reason why I couldn't be.
I don't know that I have been able to say goodbye to you yet - I know I have never wanted to. I thought that day would be today but I couldn't find you and that upset me greatly.
I haven't forgotten you, as I promised I never would. I will continue to keep that promise as you know I will.
- - - - these icons below are so ridiculous (you knew I'd say that too). They just don't capture the moment/thoughts at all.
It has now been a month since Bec died and it hasn't got any easier for me. I miss her so much. Not being able to talk to her or see her again is just impossible for me to accept I think. I know it feels that way even though I know it is true.
I miss you Bec :-(
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