you are loved and missed dearly by your family!!

Sorry for the loss.

Jay

12 years ago

I knew Scott 20 years ago or so. I've been searching for him on-line, my heart sunk to find out this news. To all who new him: will someone please e-mail me of his passing? I would like to know what happened. Thank you so much. This is the first time I've searched for an old friend only to find out this kind of information, it's heartbreaking! To all of you close to him, I am so sorry to find out of your loss. He was indeed a wonderful person. jaylo_007@hotmail.com

One year ago today you decided to leave this life to go on a new journey. They say time heals all wounds but the memories go on forever. My memories are still very much alive and although we have all continued with our lives you will always be in our minds and hearts. I can only hope you found what you were looking for when you made that life changing decision that changed so many lives. I pray that you are at peace and your journey took you to a place of comfort and love.

Once again I'm drawn here to wish you peace of mind. Today we would have been tubing for your birthday. I remember your last birthday and the fun we had. I wish you were here for this one. I will always remember the good times and cherish the time we had. I know you are now at peace and that is helping me remember all the good times we had. Until we meet again, you are always in my heart and on my mind. I love you Rhonda

Went on the Bison Run today. Rode in Billy's car with him and Heather. We went down roads that you and I did. Played our music and it brought back last summer. I thought about us riding around in my truck when I was in backseat. Think about it... Camaro convertible and Billy thought he was at the Brickyard on 26! So much fun! You were with me Babe I promise. You will be with me always no matter what I do. I will always have you in my heart no matter where my life takes me. My love to you babe.......

has come and gone again. I root for your man every race even though he isn't mine. I remember the fierce battle with You, Davey, Heather, Trent and I. Right now it is as it always was with Heather and Davey in the front. Trent got lucky with his pick and is doing well but GO DENNY! I miss our Sundays so much. It's very hard to get excited now about it but I will for my kids and you. You gave me an in to my children that I never thought of and I will always thank you for that. It's something we share every week now and will forever. You are in the back of all of our minds now when Jr. screws up (LOL) or actually does something good. I can't do a damn thing to change the past Scott but I can change the future. I know I can't fix everyone's "demons" nor do I think I could change the course of them. I can make sure that every day for the rest of my life I make sure that you know that you are, were and always will be loved and missed. You have that from me and everyone's life that you touched. Please listen to our prayers for your peace of mind and know that we miss you so very much. The friends you made are priceless and won't ever disappear. We all love you so very much and we will move on as better people for knowing you. I love you Rhonda

I just went through some pictures, boy you sure got the Bug geared up early for getting that aim down pat! Making sure she could hit Uncle Bo with that water balloon! You sitting on the pool deck relaxing, right before you got tossed in. If I remember right someone had to buy you a new "cell phone".....................I wonder who that was?? All of this took place at one graduation party, we had such a wonderful time hanging out that day. We will be having another party next year for your Earnhardt Buddy, and it is sad that you won't be in those pictures, but we all know that you will be here in spirit! You are missed so much by us all, Rest In Peace Scott.

Every day memories flood my mind and I miss you so much. Just getting up in the morning and opening up the blinds brings back so many mornings with you. I remember on the weekends when it was getting warm outside we would go outside with our coffee in our jammies and just look at what was around us and talk about the garden and the nursery and what you would have to do for work Monday. I remember how proud you were about all the trees you planted and how they were growing. Going to Watseka to try and find the same flowers your sister had because they were so pretty. I remember planing for Kentucky Lake the first time we went and talking about when we would go again. We would have left this week. I remember how much fun you had the first time we went and how I wanted to do that again. Remember those crappy cheap cigarettes we bought? Well guess what? They make them that way here now too! Had nothing to do with the farmers, just the government......Go Figure!!! I remember waiting for Debbie to show up and sitting on your porch. Remember,,,she was in Templeton looking for us and we were out in the middle of the road waiting for her to "crest" the hill". Wasn't too long after that when you decided to fix the back of the house and had Jim let you have pea gravel to do it. Davey fixed all that and you were so proud that he made it look so nice. He still talks about his landscape job! Scott, I want so bad for you to be able to know that I love you and want you at peace. I do pray every day that you see me and can hear what I say because I talk to you every morning when I wake up and every night when I go to sleep. I won't ever be the same again and will always want and love you. My memories are never ending and I could post then until the end of time. You have our memories with you and know how I feel. I do now and always will love you. Thank you for sharing your life with me and loving me like no one else ever can nor I will ever let do again. You are and always will be my "big man". We were and always will be "us" and no one will ever take that place in my heart or in my life. I made this for you and me. I have been here every day for 30 days. Today is 4 weeks and it's a rough one but I'm pretty sure you are at peace since I get your "message" every morning and every night at the same time. I will ALWAYS look forward to those and will ALWAYS love you. I will always have you with me and will never forget our life together, the wonderful times in the back yard, on the country roads, at the AMVETS, in Kentucky and the ride down and back, the surprise campfires with Davey at the "wheel" and you and Bug fighting the hornets nest and squirting it with the squirt guns. How about Bug sneaking into your bedroom just "because she knew mom slept in there?" Or her weaseling her way into our bed "just because" and snuggled up to you? Late at night after we had spent the whole evening just being with each other and see all the lightening? Remember how is shimmered on the horizon? The pink and orange and neon colors? The lightning bugs and how we had to have 2 jars and lots of foil!!! One for Bug and one for Davey who "just did it so Bug would be happy and then catching them all over the house the next day. You will always be mine in my heart and soul. I could never replace you or our memories and I don't know that I will ever want to make new ones. I love you Baby! Rhonda

Just back from the ballpark. Remember sitting there for all those games last year. Now there are 2 kids playing and you would have gotten such a kick out of the t-ball and how Bug is such a go getter. Reminds me of the Frisbee Game you two made up to play together. Davey got to pitch his first major league game. Remember you told him he could do it? He did and did great! God I wish you were here next to me to see it. Katey asked me today if you could see her hit the ball. I told her of course you could and you were helping. I miss you so much.

It's a beautiful day today. Reminds me of the days when you got off work and we sat on the porch where it was cool to talk and watch the kids ride their bikes or play catch. I'm doing that now but it will never be the same. I keep coming back here so I can see you. I just don't understand what you were thinking. I hope one of these days I will because the hole in my heart is getting bigger every day. I love you.

Scott was the big Dale Earnhardt Sr. fan and a big Gordon Hater.....but in all Scott was an amazing guy for the time that I knew him and his Memories will last forever. Andrew

my memory of scott is just this.. scott your were such a awsome person you were always first to offer your help to me and my family , like when you fixed my brakes... that was a fun day or you and mom pickin me and my friends up after our tube ride and watching you guys laugh at us with the canoe on my car. you were a awsome cook too loved the grilling you did for me and trent katey davey and mom.. scott you will be missed everyday for the rest of our lives. my hope for you is that you are at peace now.i cant imagine what that day was like for you when you took your life but i know you and i believe that you are resting now~! we love you scott rest in peace buddy!!

I remember being at Kentucky Lake, and Scott deciding to get on the back of the jet ski with my son Andrew, The look on his face when they got back "Priceless"! Andrew hit a wave a nearly threw him off the back. Needless to say, you could tell he was a little shook up, but said he had a ball! It gave all of us a good laugh . The spirit of this man was amazing, and the thrill he got , doing new things was amazing. You will be truely missed Scott, and always hold a place in our hearts!

The look in his eyes when I told him that "Marbles" were a big deal. The amazement on his face when I took him to a show and the willingness to sit on the floor and at least "pretend" to understand the difference between the million marbles I had. The way he took over the marble passion and told everyone how cool it was and what he had experienced at the show and through my searches on e-bay and the great finds we made. The trips to yard sales asking the people if we had marbles. We always got the standard, "We lost our marbles long ago response." Our "junking" expeditions to abandoned barns and yes, sometimes houses looking for that "attic find" or "garage treasure." Such great times that he will now not have. I will always save the pretty blue ones for you Scott.

Sitting under the stars after the hot sun went down and talking for hours about anything and everything. His beautiful drawings that reflected his moods. Those beautiful blue eyes and captivating smile. Your heart and smile will be missed forever Scott. I love you and you will always have a place in my heart.

He loved fiercely and unconditionally. I remember staying up all night dancing in the living room. I remember him getting all excited when he saw me get excited about a race. The backyard campfires and the country drives. Most of all I remember a sweet, loving man that loved life.