Dear Dad, I have my good days and i have my bad ones, i have learn't how not to show that my heart is shattered and the pain is really hurting me inside. Im really sorry for not talking to you for so long, this stupid thing of been stubborn is really what i have been working on...Dad, i dont know how the pain is ever going to go away but i know that you are around cause i have sensed you near me and you have help me with things...You were not hard on me going up you were just teaching me life skills and that i for sure have got...I wanted to say thank you for letting me get a speeding ticket on my way to mum when i was told that you had died-lol but dad thank you for the life i have had in all the travelling the holiday you and i had in mexico and for putting up with all the stupid things i did, i have now realized that you were only teaching and getting me ready to enter the world on my own, thank you for all your advice even though i hate to admit this but yes you were always right, thank you for been MY DAD...love from helen