i remember your heartbeat the first day we were in the hospital, and your little kicks, sometimes i feal those kicks still. i remember when they checked for your heartbeat that night, around 3am and they couldent find it.... all i wanted too do was get you out so i can hold you... mommie and daddy were in heart each, but i was determined to have you in my arms, 2 more days of labor, and you were still inside of me breach, assistance form the doctors made me able too see your little feet, but you got stuck, it broke me for the doctors to say i didnt have a choice, surgery is a must... after surgery all i culd do was cry and scream for my baby, i wasnt ever able too hold or gaze upon my little baby mason... all that night i felt u still there and dreamed of holding my baby, it gave me peace.... we love you mason we will visit your grave forever... my angel