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Ashlie
14 years ago

hi gram and uncle tim. i have so much to tell you. lately things have been pretty crazy. i just recently found out that i'm having a baby. i'm due april 11th. i know you guys are watching down here, but i wish so bad that you were here with me. i'm so scared, excited, i just don't know how to feel i guess. please make sure the baby is healthy and hold her//him until i get the joy of holding them in my arms. i just hate having to write to you on here. i wish i could talk with you guys face to face. i go to the graves every so often but it's so hard because believe it or not i still don't believe it. some other stuff has been going on and i know you know what i'm talking about. sis and mom are having a tough time with it so please watch over them and help them through this. also troy's dad has been sick. they have been staying over there with him for awhile now. every night. i have been sick with an awful head cold. finally getting better. i promise i will write again soon. i miss you guys so much more and more everyday and i love you with every piece of me. until next time.. <3 ash. ps- my icon is a picture of the ultrasound... i know you were with me that day. i could feel both of you.. i<3you.

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Courtney
14 years ago

It's been a while since i have been on. The weather is starting to warm up. Finally it's almost summer time. ( : I take my regents next week and then i'm finally a junior. ( : Can you believe it. 2 more years and i'm out of high school. Things have been going great. I miss you and Uncle Tim so much it's insane. Nothing seems the same without you guys here. Tomorrow is a relay for life walk. I'm going with Sam and Dad and Ashlie. We decorated these bag things for you and Grandpa Lynn and Grandma Fern. It's going to be hard on us but we have each other. We're all trying to stay strong but sometimes it gets so hard. I love you so much and Can't wait to see you again. Tell Uncle Tim i love him and miss him also.

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Courtney
14 years ago

Happy mothers day grandma i know im a couple days late i just couldnt bring myself on here. Thingss are getting harder on me. And idk why i thought that pain heals with time it just seems like things are getting harder. Idk what to do without you and uncle tim here. I'm going crazyy honestly grandma. I miss you guys so much. And i love you take care of uncle tim please. <3

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Ashlie
14 years ago

Its been a year since you went away. We miss you more with each passing day. It hurts so much to not see your face, But it heals to know, your in a better place. You were always the one, to hold us all together, Now that your no longer here, seems its always bad weather. If only I could talk to you, I would have so much to say. About how I wish you were there, on my graduation day. I know you were there in sprit, filled with joy and pride. I felt you and Uncle Tim, standing right at my side. Mom has not been dealing well, with all that she’s been through, I try so hard to make it better, seems there is not much I can do. Tanner is getting oh so big, you should see him run, Watching him grow and learn, has been so much fun. Until the day I see you again, you will forever be in my heart, I will love you unconditionally, while we are apart. I love you Grandma, and miss you so much!! - Ashlie

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Ashlie
14 years ago

Hi gram and uncle tim. Just thought i'd write and let you guys know how things have been. I finally got a job at Carthage. I can't wait to start!! I think about both of you everyday. You guys are missed more than you will ever know. I've come to realize things will never be the same. Please look over all of us. You both are all of our angels. I love you both so much! Until next time... <3 ash.

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Courtney
14 years ago

Grandma, Happy easterr. Wow it has been too long. I wish you guys were here for it. Tannerrr was so cute today when we went out to eat. He was throwing food and silverware around everywhere. And screaming and yelling. He was deffinately the center of attention. I miss you guys so much its unbelievable. I love you both. Talk to you again soon. I love you and miss you.<3

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Courtney
14 years ago

Hey its been a while. Im going to florida in like 2 weeks and im going to prom too. I miss you guys both so much. its the first easter without you guys and nothing is getting any easier. I think about you guys everyday and I know your watching over all of us. Tanner is getting so big. Hes starting to walk.. Sam isnt doing so well. Shes having some health problems and im worried about her. Ashlie and Kyle are doing good i think lol. But who knows. I wish you guys were here with us. Nothing is the same anymore. I cant wait to see you again. I love you guys both so much and miss you more than anything.

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Ashlie
15 years ago

Hi Gram and Uncle Tim. wow so much to tell you guys. I finally graduated nursing school, and just found out today that i passed my state boards for nursing. i know how proud you guys are of me, and i prayed that you guys were with me through the whole test. I just wish you were here with me to celebrate. Uncle tim- I took all your words of wisdom to heart. I NEVER GAVE UP! it's been a long hard road but I finally made something of myself. I know you guys helped me through it and I thank you for that. I miss you guys so much. I think about you both every single day. You are both my guardian angels. I love you both so much! until next time... ash<3

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Courtney
15 years ago

Grandma, Its been a while. Ashlie just graduated. I know you and uncle Tim were both there watching as she graduated. She looked so pretty. ( : Shes finally a nurse. We all miss you so much. I hope you and uncle Tim are doing good up there. I love you and miss you a lot. Love always Courtney.

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Ashlie
15 years ago

MoM, I know its been awhile since ive written to you.I think about you and tim everyday.and cant make it through a day without crying.everything has changed,the holidays were horrible,the girls put up my christmas tree while i stayed in bed.....mom i didnt even want christmas to come..you spent every christmas with me and the girls its just not the same.never will be again....Tim I miss you so much..i know you come to me in my dreams everyso often and im glad ,,,,. my min.,,.this is a lonely place without you both.We have got to put little to sleep this week,he has cancer. so please keep him with cocoa he is a good little boy and give him beggins everyday,,i love you both nite....samie

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Courtney
15 years ago

Grandma, i miss you so much and i miss uncle tim. I know your watching over me and everyone else. Christmas just passed. It was so hard without you and uncle tim there. Next year i will be driving. Everything happened so fast. I still cant believe that your gone. And uncle tim. I hope that you are taking care of him up there. We all miss you guys so much. I dont know what to do without you guys anymore. Its so hard. I cant wait to see you. Both of you. I love you so much. Please tell uncle tim i miss him and love him. Hugs and Kisses. <3

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Ashlie
15 years ago

Happy Thanksgiving Gram! I wish you and Uncle Tim were here with us for the holidays. Today has been a bad day. The weather was awful!! Kyle got into a minor accident, smashed the back of the car into a pole, and broke the tire off. :( I remembered what you said all day when i was driving. SLOW DOWN. and I did. I drove careful like you would want me to. Tomorrow is thanksgiving. We are going to Uncle Jerrys for dinner, then back to Robs. Just won't be the same. We always had thanksgiving at home.. I'm having a hard time accepting this huge change. I miss you so much its unreal. I still to this day keep wishing you would call and tell me to come out and see you. I still don't believe it. After 7 months, I can't bring myself to believe it. Please give Uncle Tim lots of kisses for me. I miss him more than anything. Him and I were so close Gram. I just wish he would have talked to me. He knew he always had a place to go, he could have come here with me Gram. Keep him close to you. I graduate in a little less than 2 months. Can you believe it? I hope you and Uncle Tim are standing right next to me when I get my certificate and pin. I hope your proud of me Gram. Even though all this bad stuff has happened I have still managed to keep a decent grade. Not as good as I want, but i'm doing pretty good. Tanner bug is getting HUGE! Hes a little monster. Mom is staying strong. Trying to at least. Please look over us all tomorrow the weather is going to be awful again, let us have a safe trip. I miss you Gram, and I love you soo much. - aSh.

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Eron
15 years ago

On a mountain high in Mexico from my house, I look up, In the church I neel, In my house I pray, when alone I think, in the dark I cry. ...and in the silence ,I ask God and the Virgen Mary ..Why..and it was whispered to me.. My dear child,There is a reason for everything. The storms will pass, the clouds will clear, and the sky will be Blue again. The one that was taken from Us, will be that angel that keeps us strong, whether it be the memories everyday, or the wish to have them back, or the strengh to carry on. I remenber my Aunt for her laughter, she could always make me laugh, When I thought I couldnt laugh anymore I remember her name on yahoo Snow Angel and that is what she is. she loved Christmas and the snow for what I can remember. Thanks Aunt Linda for the laughs and she never forgot got to say "I love you" Cuzn Tim, I remember just talking to you, when I come home for a visit from Mexico, But Most of what I remember when I was just about to say by You said "Hey Dubbs" "I Love You" and be careful. Why Timmy,,Only You will ever know. Samie, Girls, Missy and Kids, I have no words, to heal your pains, But When You look in the mirror, all of Us, They are with you, As You are a part of them, When I look in the mirror I see Gram and Gramps, my father, my mom, for I am a part of them..You are them. Be strong, have faith, but most of all, Love each other ..Love you all.......Eron

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samie
15 years ago

Mom this week has been hell for us, Tim is with you now please hold him in your arms and hug him and tell him i love him..I just dont understand any of this......Im so sorry i didnt take better care of him............my heart aches for both of you.......................nothing will ever be the same for me...........God Please Help me....................

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samantha
15 years ago

Mom, I miss you so much,this is so hard ..i know for you it was the hardest though you were in so much pain mom,i asked god to take you to heaven, I couldnt bear to see you like that anymore you were so brave and trying to be strong for us...Mom thank you for being such a good mom and grama to the girls,i dont know what i would have done without you or what im going to do without you ...i feel like an orphan ..I do know now why the ornament meant so much to you, you knew more than we did ...i dont know how im going to get threw this christmas without you.mom,..........please talk to lord for me mom and have him heal my broken heart................................................................I LOVE YOU samie

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Ashlie
15 years ago

hi gram. it's been awhile since ive left you a message. wow. i can't believe your gone. STILL. it seems like yesterday we were all sitting there gossiping at your house. its just not fair. the way He took you. you were in so much pain. i hated seeing you that way. it broke my heart that i couldnt just take the pain away. just got off the phone with mom. we got talking about how hard its been. christmas is going to be very rough. you always made everything so perfect on christmas. just last year you seemed healthy. i still look at the pictures like this is all a big nightmare. i started school. its tough, but i have faith in myself. i know your watching over me. i miss you so much gramma. its just not the same without you... <3

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Ashlie
15 years ago

Hi Gram. Things are finally looking up. Tanner is getting better. School is coming up fasttt. I hope your proud of me Gram. I think i'm gonna work where mom works right now for Tiff. I've been thinking, and I think i'll work there and maybe go back to school, maybe at JCC for right now if i can get advanced placement for my RN. I wanted to go to St. Joes for the weekend program but my car wouldn't make it there in a million years. lol. Sis is doing good. She made a beautiful baby. I hope your watching over us Gram. The other day I had a butterfly follow me everywhere. I just knew it was you. Well, I'm going to get cleaning my house. If you seen it right now, you would be mad at me. hehe. I love you sooo much and miss you more than ever. Ash

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samantha
15 years ago

Mom, I went to the grave again today,i still cant believe this.We all miss you so much,Tanner came home today, from the hospital He is doing much better,i know your watching over him,,Now i know what you meant when you said grandchildren are different, Mom i love him so much and i know you do too he is the cutest baby i have ever seen.getting fatter by the day..He looks so much like amber did when she was little,,and he is colicky too just like she was .....all those nights we walked the floor with her.. Ashlie and Kyle got you a very nice statue that i put at the grave today .She is doing great ,im so proud of her she will be a nurse in january and a very good one too, Im proud of both our girls,we did a great job with them and i couldnt have done it without you. Draper is doing ok he keeps busy like always,he is a good man mom and he loved you very much...well im going to bed now I love You and miss you so much samie

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Ashlie
15 years ago

Gram, Please help Tanner bug get better. I wish you were here with us. Please watch over the baby and mom. They both need you soo much right now. I love you Gram, and i miss you more and more everyday. Goodnight... Ash

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samantha
15 years ago

MOM, I WANTED TO CALL YOU SO BAD TONITE ,TANNER IS IN THE HOSPITAL WITH PNEUMONIA ,I MISS YOU SO MUCH,THIS IS SO HARD... I STILL CANT BELIEVE YOUR GONE, I CRY EVERYDAY .......WHAT DO I DO? MOM IM LOST , I TOOK YOU FORGRANTED . I THOUGHT YOU WOULD ALWAYS BE HERE..........I LOVE YOU MOM SAMIE

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Tim
15 years ago

I dont know who will read this, But i just wanted to tell mom how much we all miss her(xoxoxoxoxo)... even maggie still runs to the door when we mention grama.(she runs to the door several times a day!) MAYBE shes here? Dogs can sence things? Everyone that new mom new she was a angel and i cant wait to see her again in her white gown and angel wings ,,,,shes earned them! Well I love you mom see you again on the other side love your son Tim....and family

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Ashlie
15 years ago

hi gram. just wanted to write and tell you goodnight. i spent all night in the hot tub and had a glass of wine. i know i know. your probably mad at me. just a good way to relax ya know. i know you are watching over me and i wish you were here. i start school soon. then ill be a nurse like mom. wish you were here to see me graduate, but i know you'll be right next to me. i remember you telling me how important school is and how proud you are that im doing so great. i owe it all to you gram. if it weren't for you i wouldnt be here. well. im gonna get to bed now. cleaning the house tomorrow. i miss you more and more everyday. i love you gram, with all my heart. *MUAH* Sunny days seem to hurt the most I wear the pain like a heavy coat The only thing that gives me hope Is I know I'll see you again someday**** <3 <3 your my guardian angel gram.

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Ashlie
15 years ago

Hi Gram. just thought i'd write you a message before i went to bed. It's been rough these past few months without you. I think about you each and every day! I'll be starting up school again before long. I hope your watching me, and help me get through it. I know you'll be proud of me Gram. I'm doing this all for you. I'm going up to see you tomorrow hopefully. I just have such a hard time up there. Watch over Mom. She has been having a real rough time. Help her get through the days Gram. I'll make sure I write you everyday. I love you and miss you so much. Goodnight.

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samantha
15 years ago

Mom where are you? Why wont you come out of your room when I come to have coffee ?Why wont you answer the phone when I call, ?Why aren’t you looking out the window with your light on when I drive in ?I know you didn’t leave me ,you would never leave us I feel so alone .. Mom where are you? Are you having coffee with grama ?Taking care of uncle brad ?I see someone driving your car who is it ? its not you Mom where are you? I don’t know what to do ,Please come back,I cant do this without you Who will take care of me,? I need you mom..

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Courtney
15 years ago

Grandma, we all miss you so muchh. Its so surreal that your gone. Tanner is so cute. (: Hes so little its amazing. I love you Grandma..

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Ashlie
15 years ago

Hi Grandma. Just wanted you to know i miss you more than anything. I know mom misses you too. I know you see Tanner Bug. Isn't he beautiful? It's still so unbelievable, I can't believe your gone. I hope your watching over all of us. Mom needs you the most right now. I love you Gram!

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I love you guys so muchhh and miss you both. I wish you guys were here with us.

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I love you guys so muchhh and miss you both. I wish you guys were here with us.

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