It's been 4 months since my dear Mother passed away but the pain is still here. It hurts more coz I was not able to be with her during her illness and her funeral. It's been over 2 years now that I left her to seek greener pastures here in Canada, all the while she thought I was going home soon for her. it was just the two of us for the last few years since Father died and it was a really bonding time for both of us. She was very dependent on me on everything and I think she trusted me with her life too. So it broke my heart when my application to work here in Canada was approved leaving her alone in her twilight years. She comforted me by saying that GOD is so good to her that she would still live long. I didnt know that would be the last time I will see her alive. I was able to say my goodbye to her on phone. She was a prayerful woman and until the end she hang on to her prayers til she breath her last. Mother I miss you so much and I hope you will guide me as pursue a path to improve my life.