I loved you so much Love Dad

I'm Ryan's little sis( kristin's boyfriend) and it kills me that this happened. He was so happy and even though I didn't ever get to meet her it still feels like in a way I knew her. I went to her funeral for my brother because he couldn't and I dont regret it and never will. I really wish I would of met her because everyone who knew her said she was a great person and so ful of life and I just wish I would of known her. It hurts more because I didnt and my brother does know about her, but I dont think he has had enough time to mourn and take it all in. " Time heals all wounds", I wish that quote was actually true but sometimes it feels like its all building up and you feel like you can't handle the weight of the world on your shoulders any more and for a while its been like that for me. The day this all happened I feel like if I would of just heard him sneak out then I could of stopped him. If I would of just done one thing different maybe this wouldn't of happened. I feel like its all my fault and even though everyone has told me that it wasnt I dont fully believe that. R.I.P. Kristin from me and my brother we love u!!!!

I keep expecting to see you at all the get togethers of our friends.It's still killing me. The only thing that gives me comfort is that you felt no pain. It,s just not fair that you had to leave us. I miss the way you used to laugh and the way you would dance at the bonfires when you thought no on was looking. I love you Krissy.

Kristin was my first true best friend. She showed me what true friendship was. She became my wifey as I became hers. She was the dragon to my fairy. Kristin was my protector and my mentor in the pagan ways. I remember seeing her for the first time at Brandyn's bonfire my junior year in high school and her sophomore. I didn't think she liked me. Then we started talking to each on MySpace and just hit it off really well. We always had fun together. And I am still destroyed she is gone. But I know she is still with me in the memories we created together and in my heart. I believe she will be my guardian spirit because she always protected me. She is Kadia (Little Dragon) and she will always walk beside me and everyone else she loved. Kristin, your smile is still imprinted on our hearts, your laughter in our ears, your dancing in our eyes, your hugs around us, and your love in our souls. We love you and always will.

You were the sweetist most wonderful girl. I miss you something god awful. I hate that your not physically here anymore but I know that you are in spirit.I will always love and miss my Krissy. You were always very special. You were too good for this world. I just hate I got to stay here without you ..... But I'll see you when its my time. I love you always

It still kills me that ur not here but i still feel u near me. ur home now babe, i love u kristin and i miss u. we'll see each other again someday. i'll always love u, u will always have a special place in my heart. i love u baby!!!!!

I rememeber when we first met, i knew kristin was a special person. She's been there for me through my hard times. i knew i could always count on her. She would always make me smile and laugh when i was sad. She was so loving and had a big heart. When i thought that there was no one in this world who cared about me, kristin reassured me that i would always have her in my life. It really doesnt seem real to me. i never thought she would be gone. she loved me and i loved her with all my heart. But i know that she's always there. Kristin u will always be missed and it's killing me that ur not here. I love u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!