Rest in peace lil' one. The memory of your smiling face and curious nature will stay with me for all my days on earth.

i miss you joshie, and my memories of you will always be that of your happy smiling face that lit up the room.

Son, you may be gone but you will never be forgotten. Your brother and I talk about you from time to time and he misses you very much, too. I would give almost anything to have you back. I miss you.

Dear Joshua, You smile and personality will forever be missed, but your presence and soul will always be felt. I'm sorry that my boys will not get the pleasure of meeting you.

Jessica Aaron Lesnick

14 years ago

Jeff, I wish the could have meet. I have another son also we'll have to get them together some day Jess

You will be missed by all of us.

Joshie Your juice cup is now never "nempty" now, and I am so sorry that I couldn't bring myself to send you to Heaven with you fuzzy night night, but I needed something to hold on to that reminded me of you. I miss you rubbing my face with your little hands and I also miss you ringing the ding bell as you called the door bell. I will alway remember you moving your stuff out in the hallway to sleep how darn cute you were doing that. The day you left me was the worst day of my entire life and is a consent daily reminder in my life. I want you to know mommy did all I could to save you. Josh I would have laied down and died for you if it would have done any good, baby you were so young and never had the chances that other get to live life. Baby you are in mommy's thoughts each and every day. I miss you playing in my hair and fighting with Ethan over who was going to lay next to me when we watched Deigo. Remembere how MOM(grandma) taught you how to put your "dukes" up and how you loved to practice Karate with your sissy Kristien. I remember teaching you your ABC's on the road trip for AZ back Home in WII miss you "neeking" all the pop you could get your hands on, and if I would have just given you those Turtles that morning to eat instead of the bumb crackers that I did it may have keep you busy, but no I had to do things my way, and not yours, how selfish of me!.Everytime I see Deigo I thing of you more and more. Baby I would do anything just to have you back for just one day. I would chance everything if I could and I hope you know that. I stil hold on to your Biuld a Bear Cookie Monster, yep! I light candles all the time so you can "mell" them, you always loved that. I have been to Children's Hospital to visit all your old nurses, and they just loved you so much. I all I can ask of you is why did you find that and just bring it to me like you brought everything to me. I also remember you climbing to the top of the Frig you so you could play in my kitchen aid mixer so you could cook just like I did. I miss seeing you riding you rockie as you called it. Baby if I could change anything in my life it would have been the day I lost you, when you closed you baby blue eyes. I miss you my blond curly haired blue eyed baby boy. Josh in my heart and mind you'll always be just 3 years old. I need you to keep mom company and play in the flowers with her, just like you did during your time on earth. I will always love you, just remember that. Love your Mommy