SATURDAY, JUNE 13, 2009, MY DAD WOULD HAVE BEEN 69 YEARS OLD. EVERY NIGHT I LAY DOWN TO SLEEP, I SEE HIS FACE, I CAN HEAR HIS LAUGH..... IT'S BEEN CLOSE TO TWO MONTHS SINCE HE HAS PASSED, AND LIVING LIFE WITHOUT HIM HERE SEEMS TO GET MORE DIFFICULT, NOT EASIER. THINGS HAVE CHANGED..TREMENDOUSLY FOR ME. A SMILE ON MY FACE, STEADY IN MY BUSY SCHEDULE AND PAIN IN MY HEART...EVERYDAY. EVERYDAY I ONG FOR JUST ONE MORE TIME TO SEE HIS FACE, TALK TO HIM, SMELL HIM, JOKE WITH HIM, TOUCH HIM. DAD, I MISS YOU AND I NEVER KNEW LIVING COULD BE SO PAINFUL, BUT, I KNOW AS I GO ON IN LIFE YOU ARE ALWAYS WITH ME. I LOVE YOU & MISS YOU, NYCKI

FOR GENERATIONS TO COME DADDY, YOUR LEGACY WILL LIVE ON.......