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samantha cox
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samantha cox
12 years ago

I am wearing a pair of shoes, they are ugly shoes, uncomfortable shoes, I hate my shoes. Each day i wear them, and each day I wish I had another pair. Some days my shoes hurt so bad that I do not think I can take another step, yet I continue to wear them. I get funny looks wearing these shoes. The are looks of sympathy. I can tell in others eyes that they are glad they are my shoes and not theirs. They never talk about my shoes. To learn how uncomfortable my shoes are might make them uncomfortable. To truly understand these shoes you must walk in them, but once you put them on you can never take them off. I now realise that I am not the only one who wears these shoes. There are many pairs in this world. Some women are like me and ache daily as they try and walk in them. Some have learnt how to walk in them so they dont hurt quite so much. Some have worn the shoes so long that days will go by before they think of how much they hurt. No woman deserves to wear these shoes. Yet, because of these shoes i am a stronger woman. These shoes have given me the strength to face anything. They have made me who i am. I will forever walk in the shoes of a woman who has lost a child.

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samantha cox
12 years ago

I cant help but remember the day i met you, and got to hold your tiny body close to me. I remember your beautiful sweet smell, your soft skin and your tiny toes. I wish that bittersweet moment i had you could have lasted forever. I feel so empty inside knowing your not with me, and that i will never see your precious face again in this life. I keep asking myself what i did wrong... why us? You consume my thoughts everyday Jie and i am still learning how to deal with this. Today is one of those days where i find myself choking back the tears, not knowing how i will go on without you. Your beautiful big sister Mia and my memories of you get me through each day, you would have loved her! At times the pain of loosing you feels unbearable. Without Mia i would probably have joined you in heaven by now. I love going to sleep at night because in my dreams is where i can be your mum; In my dreams i can wipe your tears, watch you play, and feel your near for those precious few hours. I hope your having fun with all the other baby angels, looking down on us waiting for the day we meet again! We love you with all of our hearts... Mummy, Daddy and your big sister Mia!

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