Jedi Franz Pocky (Chen Po Chen)
Date of birth: 17-10-1984
Date of death: 23-01-2008
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This page is dedicated to a wonderful friend, classmate and sister, Chen Po Chen, fondly known as Pocky - and is a tribute site for ...

This page is dedicated to a wonderful friend, classmate and sister, Chen Po Chen, fondly known as Pocky - and is a tribute site for friends, family and those who knew her to share memories and tributes for her to read from up above.

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Aresha G.K

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  • 5 years, 5 months

    Pocky, I never expected this - after all these years. I even googled your name and I only found old sites of yours dating back to 03. And I assumed you were okay, even when I didn't find your name on the forum - I thought you had taken a hiatus like me, but that you were still amongst us, the living, just somewhere in Singapore, doing what we all do. And then I happened to come across a thread about TFers who died and your name was there. I was so sure it was a mistake, I even posted to ask someone to confirm the news and to ask what had happened to you but by the time I got to the end of the thread, I saw the post by Airlie with a link to this page. Oh Pocky, to find you dead after all these years apart and all this time. U were so encouraging and friendly, esp through the darkest days of my ED, I remember your love of music, and how you followed my blog, my life closely - you cared when I was down, you bothered about me, and I, you. And, now, you are gone. Such a sweet intelligent friend, gone too soon. May you find peace and be at peace my dear friend. I will always remember you, and remember you in my prayers.

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  • Anonymous
    6 years, 8 months
    created memory in Jedi Franz Pocky (Chen Po Chen)

    i ReMeMbA d FiRsT tYm i SaW u. . . U DiNt wAnA TaLk To AnYbOdY n BeHiNd DaT fAcE i NoE iTz SuMwAn mUcH fRiEndLiER. We DiD TaLk N wE At A pOiNt oF tYm iN oUr LiVeS gEt So cLoSe. We'Re sTaYiN tOgEdA, EaTiN, pArTyiN, cRyiN. . . i JuZ LoSt My BeLoVeD bF. He LeFt mE aFtA aN aBoRtiOn N iT hUrTz. . U uNdAsToOd D pAiN n U bRoUgHt SuNsHiNe To My RaiNy dAeZ. i ApPrEciAtE iT sOo MuCh BuT i CaNt RePaY dAt bCk NoW. . HoW fAsT tYm gOeS bY. Ur nOw oUt oF rEaCh. i MiZ u. . . WeN u sCoLd mE fOr bEiN tOo WeAk N nOt StAnDiN uP fA mY rYtZ. i LiStEnEd. . WeN wE aRe cLoSeR, i DiD FaLL fA u. YeS iT wAs LoVe. . i DuNo HoW u FeLt BuT wUd We HaD tOLd Me DaT u FeLt d SaMe WaE tOo. No MoRe cRaZeE nYtZ. . No MoRe.. i WaN tO sMiLe N wAtCh mE gRoW uP tO b A wOmAn. My bDaE WiL b On D 27th. At DaT pOiNt oF tYm WeN u CrOsSeD mY LiFe U aRe mY fRiEnD, SiStEr, MoThEr N a LoVeR. i LoVe U LaUra. . ReSt iN pEaCe My dEaR. CuZ dEr iSnT gOnA b AnYmOrE pAiN fA u. . . ReMeMbA iCeBoX bY oMaRiOn?? DaT wAs OuR fAv sOnG. . . iTz LiKe aN iCebOx wEr My HeArT uSe To Be. NaThAn, pLeAse CoNtAcT mE aT 83737747. i ChAnGe My NuMbA.

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  • Anonymous
    6 years, 8 months
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    49th day today and my birthday too. I hope you're doing great up there. Weird to know you're not here. So weird. But hey - i'll see you someday up there. At least you'll look younger :P

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  • Anonymous
    6 years, 8 months

    Pocky.. how have you been? it is your 49th day today. I hope everything went well so far. I hope you can finally go to your castle on a cloud. Maybe you are already in there. I am doing ok. At least i am trying to be.This commuting between two countries makes me busy. When i am busy I think of you less.. selfish huh? :-) yeah.. It is your 49th day....I do have to let you go... but I do not know how to yet.

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  • Anonymous
    6 years, 8 months
    created memory in Jedi Franz Pocky (Chen Po Chen)

    haiz... missing you babez...

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  • 6 years, 9 months

    This is from the face book forum. it was written on Dec/ 28. I hope she already had all the things in whatever place she is now.
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    whoa
    for a former ascetic, i now want alot. a hell lot.

    i want sanity.
    i want to walk and dance again. now in fact.
    i want my allergies and their subsequent reactions to go away
    i want baileys even if id throw up after drinking it
    i want a great massage. swedish possibly. by a woman.
    i want to get a wax appointment.
    i want to go to bangkok
    i want to eat. food. yum.
    i want dry tart cider. or sparkling wine. cold.
    i want new books
    i want a bigger room.
    i want to complete my degree.
    i want money. lots of it. or perhaps just enough.
    i want new clothes.

    i want to not want anything. lifes much simpler.

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  • 6 years, 9 months
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    I hate weekend without you.
    There is absolutely nothing to look forward to.
    And I hate driving alone.
    I hate coming back to an empty home.
    I hate waking up in an empty bed,
    Missing someone who used to occupy the space.
    And I hate watching movie with someone else. Really,
    I rather watch it by myself.

    No I don't miss your companionship.
    These days, I have people occupy almost my every minute.
    What I miss is you,
    the very thing you say, the very thing you do.
    I think of you with my every breath.
    It's been many days since we last met.
    And I hope you're doing fine.
    I hope the life you live is better than what you've left behind.
    ---------------------------------------------------------
    I wrote this for Pocky on the night of November 23rd, a couple of weeks after she had left KL for good. I think I am going to feel exactly the same over and over again.

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  • 6 years, 9 months

    Recently she visited couple of food web sites as she enjoyed "watching" food. she loved sushi and tried to make it by herself around Jan 15. I provided her with sushi. she realized she needs sticky rice. I beleive her mom bought that for her later.

    Here is her favorate food website.
    http://forums.egullet.org

    she left about 30 comments on this site since last Dec. Her last post was on Jan/20, two days before she passed away. You can search all of her post using her id, jedi_pocky.

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  • 6 years, 9 months

    She wrote it on Dec/29. She was in the severe pain and holiday depression.
    reading it again.. still makes me cry.
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    ur fuckin cloud

    there is a castle on a fuckin cloud
    i like to go there in my sleep
    aint got no tears for me to weep
    thats when i drink just all about.

    there is a room that's full of joy,
    there are a pretty girl and boys,
    nobody shouts or talks too loud,
    not in my castle on a cloud.

    there is a lady all in white,
    holds me and sings a lullaby,
    she's nice to see and she's damn good to touch,
    she says "pocky, I love you very much."

    i want a place where i aint lost,
    i need a place where i wont cry,
    crying at all is not allowed,
    not in my castle on a cloud.

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  • 6 years, 9 months

    this is what I found from her closed blog.
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    Will and Testament.
    In the event of death, I, Chen Pochen @ Franz Pocky would like the following requests to be respected and carried out:
    - immediate cremation, or as soon as possible;
    - no funeral service or religious hoopla;
    - to be burnt along with my favourite stuff;
    - minimal mourning or whatsoever but rather, throw a party ;
    - to donate whatever organs possible, or if possible, donate by corpse for scientific study;
    - sell whatever items that can be sold to cover any unpaid debt;
    - no rubbish obituary and most certainly no religious passages.
    In the event of a severe accident resulting in the loss of bodily functions:
    - to have life support turned off immediately;
    - find some legal loophole or ship me to Europe to be euthanised.
    All this is requested by me as of May 2004.

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