17-10-1984 23-01-2008

Jedi Franz Pocky (Chen Po Chen)

Jedi Franz Pocky (Chen Po Chen)

17-10-1984 23-01-2008

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This page is dedicated to a wonderful friend, classmate and sister, Chen Po Chen, fondly known as Pocky - and is a tribute site for ...

This page is dedicated to a wonderful friend, classmate and sister, Chen Po Chen, fondly known as Pocky - and is a tribute site for friends, family and those who knew her to share memories and tributes for her to read from up above.

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  • Jacqueline
    02-06-2009

    created memory in Jedi Franz Pocky (Chen Po Chen)

    Pocky, I never expected this - after all these years. I even googled your name and I only found old sites of yours dating back to 03. And I assumed you were okay, even when I didn't find your name on the forum - I thought you had taken a hiatus like me, but that you were still amongst us, the living, just somewhere in Singapore, doing what we all do. And then I happened to come across a thread about TFers who died and your name was there. I was so sure it was a mistake, I even posted to ask someone to confirm the news and to ask what had happened to you but by the time I got to the end of the thread, I saw the post by Airlie with a link to this page. Oh Pocky, to find you dead after all these years apart and all this time. U were so encouraging and friendly, esp through the darkest days of my ED, I remember your love of music, and how you followed my blog, my life closely - you cared when I was down, you bothered about me, and I, you. And, now, you are gone. Such a sweet intelligent friend, gone too soon. May you find peace and be at peace my dear friend. I will always remember you, and remember you in my prayers.

  • Anonymous
    16-03-2008

    created memory in Jedi Franz Pocky (Chen Po Chen)

    created memory in Jedi Franz Pocky (Chen Po Chen)

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  • Anonymous
    11-03-2008

    created memory in Jedi Franz Pocky (Chen Po Chen)

    created memory in Jedi Franz Pocky (Chen Po Chen)

    49th day today and my birthday too. I hope you're doing great up there. Weird to know you're not here. So weird. But hey - i'll see you someday up there. At least you'll look younger :P

  • Anonymous
    11-03-2008

    created memory in Jedi Franz Pocky (Chen Po Chen)

    Pocky.. how have you been? it is your 49th day today. I hope everything went well so far. I hope you can finally go to your castle on a cloud. Maybe you are already in there. I am doing ok. At least i am trying to be.This commuting between two countries makes me busy. When i am busy I think of you less.. selfish huh? :-) yeah.. It is your 49th day....I do have to let you go... but I do not know how to yet.

  • Anonymous
    05-03-2008

    created memory in Jedi Franz Pocky (Chen Po Chen)

    created memory in Jedi Franz Pocky (Chen Po Chen)

    haiz... missing you babez...

  • Nathan
    16-02-2008

    created memory in Jedi Franz Pocky (Chen Po Chen)

    This is from the face book forum. it was written on Dec/ 28. I hope she already had all the things in whatever place she is now.
    ******************************************************************************
    whoa
    for a former ascetic, i now want alot. a hell lot.

    i want sanity.
    i want to walk and dance again. now in fact.
    i want my allergies and their subsequent reactions to go away
    i want baileys even if id throw up after drinking it
    i want a great massage. swedish possibly. by a woman.
    i want to get a wax appointment.
    i want to go to bangkok
    i want to eat. food. yum.
    i want dry tart cider. or sparkling wine. cold.
    i want new books
    i want a bigger room.
    i want to complete my degree.
    i want money. lots of it. or perhaps just enough.
    i want new clothes.

    i want to not want anything. lifes much simpler.

  • -Ni-
    11-02-2008

    created memory in Jedi Franz Pocky (Chen Po Chen)

    created memory in Jedi Franz Pocky (Chen Po Chen)

    I hate weekend without you.
    There is absolutely nothing to look forward to.
    And I hate driving alone.
    I hate coming back to an empty home.
    I hate waking up in an empty bed,
    Missing someone who used to occupy the space.
    And I hate watching movie with someone else. Really,
    I rather watch it by myself.

    No I don't miss your companionship.
    These days, I have people occupy almost my every minute.
    What I miss is you,
    the very thing you say, the very thing you do.
    I think of you with my every breath.
    It's been many days since we last met.
    And I hope you're doing fine.
    I hope the life you live is better than what you've left behind.
    ---------------------------------------------------------
    I wrote this for Pocky on the night of November 23rd, a couple of weeks after she had left KL for good. I think I am going to feel exactly the same over and over again.

  • Nathan
    11-02-2008

    created memory in Jedi Franz Pocky (Chen Po Chen)

    Recently she visited couple of food web sites as she enjoyed "watching" food. she loved sushi and tried to make it by herself around Jan 15. I provided her with sushi. she realized she needs sticky rice. I beleive her mom bought that for her later.

    Here is her favorate food website.
    http://forums.egullet.org

    she left about 30 comments on this site since last Dec. Her last post was on Jan/20, two days before she passed away. You can search all of her post using her id, jedi_pocky.

  • Nathan
    11-02-2008

    created memory in Jedi Franz Pocky (Chen Po Chen)

    She wrote it on Dec/29. She was in the severe pain and holiday depression.
    reading it again.. still makes me cry.
    ********************************************************************************

    ur fuckin cloud

    there is a castle on a fuckin cloud
    i like to go there in my sleep
    aint got no tears for me to weep
    thats when i drink just all about.

    there is a room that's full of joy,
    there are a pretty girl and boys,
    nobody shouts or talks too loud,
    not in my castle on a cloud.

    there is a lady all in white,
    holds me and sings a lullaby,
    she's nice to see and she's damn good to touch,
    she says "pocky, I love you very much."

    i want a place where i aint lost,
    i need a place where i wont cry,
    crying at all is not allowed,
    not in my castle on a cloud.

  • Nathan
    11-02-2008

    created memory in Jedi Franz Pocky (Chen Po Chen)

    this is what I found from her closed blog.
    **************************************************************************
    Will and Testament.
    In the event of death, I, Chen Pochen @ Franz Pocky would like the following requests to be respected and carried out:
    - immediate cremation, or as soon as possible;
    - no funeral service or religious hoopla;
    - to be burnt along with my favourite stuff;
    - minimal mourning or whatsoever but rather, throw a party ;
    - to donate whatever organs possible, or if possible, donate by corpse for scientific study;
    - sell whatever items that can be sold to cover any unpaid debt;
    - no rubbish obituary and most certainly no religious passages.
    In the event of a severe accident resulting in the loss of bodily functions:
    - to have life support turned off immediately;
    - find some legal loophole or ship me to Europe to be euthanised.
    All this is requested by me as of May 2004.

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