So classes started again. this time I am taking a photography class. it makess mefeel closer to Grandmother. Also I have started making reborn. i really enjoy it. I have made some new friends that share a love of dolls. I miss you every day. love always Your Missy

Its been 5 years since you left this world abd everyday of them I have missed you. I try everyday to make you proud of me, Mommy I miss you so bad but I am glad you have no more pain. I will never forget you Love you forever and always Michelle

I dreamed of you the other night......I dreamed I was lost and could not find you.....I woke up aand found it was no dream....You are gone still. Its almost October...in November it will be 5 years with out you.....Where has the time gone...How could I have lived with out you that long.....I went to see The Loin King with Mica.....Ohhh how it made me think of you and how you took me to see it when it was new. How happy that made me Mommy to see that with you. I miss you everyday...I hade just how much from those around me...."You'r dwelling on it" But how can I not dwell on such a loss Mommy. You were my MOTHER the one who brought me into thos world...I am who I am inpart because of you. I am getting ever closer to my goal of getting in to a nurseing program... I remember you telling me how you wanted to be a nurse when you were little even dressing up as one for Holloween. You would be proud of me Mommy. I have grown so much since you left. I have become someone others can lean on and count on. I would never have been able to be that person if not for you....But Mommy what I would not give for just one day with you...One more huge and kiss....To hear you laugh. I miis you Mommy and even though I have done so much to make you proud I just wish you were HERE

Your 61st birthday was Thrusday. I miss celeabreating it with you. I would make you breakfest in bed and make you banana nut muffins. I would make you a cake and we would watch movies or go to a thrift shop. I love you so much Mommy and i miss you everyday

Its been ahile Mommy.I have been super busy with life. Guess what I am geting an A in math. Its hard to belive. I am working really hard on my classes. Things have have stressful lately..But i have really great friends. I dont spend as much time with Bubba and his kids as i once did. i am just to busy with school and working and homework and helping out Mica. It makes me sad. In 2 weeks it will have been 4 years with out you here. I dont want to think that you have been gone that long. I miss your voice...I almost cant remember it anymore. But your ares as the hug me I remember well. I know that you are proud of me. I just wish that you were here shareing these thing with me. I miss you a little less then i did....then i think of you there are time i still want to talk to you...its silly but mother/daughter things hurt to watch. it reminds me that you are not here. Wishing to see you one more time Michelle you loveing daughter

Classes start again soon. I am still liveing with Mica and helping care for her dad. I started haveing to get up earily to stay with him. I am driveing a lot know. yesterday I sware I felt you in the car with me. I miss you all the time. We are inationing new members at the chapter and I have been working on my part. Love you Mommy and miss you

We had the Easten Star installation. I was installed as Easter. It is really great. I am very happy. I a takeing a summer class online. Fall classes will start in about a month. You would be so proud Mommy. Love always Michelle

heyy mama its me Savannah i dont know if u remeber me i miss u!! and i love u i have 3 kids now

I finily got my drver;s license!! It took me 3 times. I know that if you had tought me it would have only taken one. I had on you shirt. I feel like you were there with me in the car that way. A-Kon is comeing up this weekend. I am looking frward to that. My 26th birthday will be Sunday . Its odd I dont feel 26. Sometimes I feel like i am geting nowhere in my life. I know i need to be in college and continue whit that but I get lonely sometimes. I want someone by my side. I want to fall in love and have a family. Of coarse that is out at the moment since i am still needed at Mica's to help with her dad. I will be needed next year to. It workd out well but I know she would like to have her own life to. But sometimes we must care for our loved ones before we can think of oursleves.

Another Mother's day with out you here. I love you and miss

Life keep going on. It will be Mothers day soon. It makes my sad since I dont get to see you then. Sometimes seeing people with their moms hurts. I miss you everyday. I am trying to study hard but I am not doing well in math but then I always had some problems with math.I am geting an A in history but then I love history as much as you did. I know you are proud of me and I will keep studying hard. There was a while that I was rethinking being a nurse but when I think about it being a nurse is the one thing I really think I am here to do. I have gotten really in to The Sims games. I have made all kinds of friends on facebook that love sims aswell. It is neat talking to people from all over the worild. Loveing you Always Michelle

Classs are going well. Mica's dad was in the hospital for a few days but hes ok now. They will be going to Ohio and I get to watch the house and the dogs. I got an 83 on my test. I am going to be Esther next term. I am trying to learn my parts. I love you and miss you Michelle

Today would have been you 61st birthday. If you were here with my I would make you banana nut muffins and bake you a cake. We would go to a thirft store and have some fun. I miss those days.3 birthdays you have had in Heaven, happy but away from us here on earth. I am in school studying hard. I miss you so much. Sometimes it makes me sad to see Mica and her mom togather because I remember how it was sunggleing to watch movies on you bed. Your hugs and kisses I miss. I my not be a little girl but I miss my Mommy. Life goes on. You may not be here with me but I feel you with me all the time. Someday I can be hugged by you again. Intill then I will just keep missing you and your hugs. Happy Birthday in Heaven Mommy I love you always Forever you little girl Michelle

Its been awhile since I have visted. I have been busy. I am still liveing at Mica's helping with her father. It has been working out really well. The house is more nosiey since Mica got a puppy for Christmas.She named her puppy Beo after a dog from one of our games. It seems to fit him although I think Nibblets works sice he seems to chew everything. LOL mostly her though. But hes cute so its ok. I dont really like dogs but the two here grow on you. Classes start again to day. I am takeing all my classes at night so I can be here in the after noon. I am going to Richland now the same as Mica. Dad has been haveing a hard time with his car. It wont run. I hate to see him have car trouble and not beable to help him. Since loseing you Daddy has done so much for me. I pray he can get his car fixed soon. I love you soo much Mommy. Till next time Love and miss you always Michelle

Sorry its been so long. The fall semester is over I got a B in A&P, An A in english and a C in speech if you can beleive it with as much as i talk. I will be going to Richland in the sring with Mica. I have yet to get my drivers license but I will be for classes start.It will be christmas soon I know there will be a huge party where you are. Julie and her kids came to vist. They are both so big. You be so proud of all of you grand kids. I gave Sarah and Kaylie some snowglobes. One is the one you gave me Sarah really liked it. I gave Kalie one and told her I gave it to Grammy and now I was giveing it to her. She went strite for my locket with your picture in it. Although the two of you never met in this world she knows her grammy. Daddy and I went to an Eastern Star School of Instruction this weekend and I got my A certificate. It was a very fun weekend. This time of year makes me miss you more but I know you are proud. Love You always Michelle

Happy Thanksgiveing Mommy

I cant believe its been 3 yrs. I miss you and think about you every single day. I know you are so proud of your family! Your Friend and "sister", Sherry

Has it really been that long Mommy? Has it really been three years since I heard your voice or felt your hug. They say time heals wounds but today i don't feel that. I miss you Mommy. I hope wherever you are you are happy. Love you always Michelle

Oh Mom the days are getting colder again. soon it will be the holidays. Three years can change alot . I got my GED an am going to college and Julie told me that she is going to take classes over the winter. I wont be the only one to go to college. t

It seems impossable that three years have passed since you died. Bennys little girl has gotten so big. you would love her so. And his boys get smarter everyday. Julie's son is a teenager now. I'll get to see them in December. I try not to miss you Mommy but its hard. i know that one day i will see you again but I miss your voice, Your warm arm hug, your laugh and smile. I miss going shopping with you and just being silly. I do things that i know would make you proud but more then anything i wish you where here to see them for your self. Julie is going to take some college classes which i think is great. I wont be the only one anymore. you would be proud of her for that. Mommy some days are so hard with out you and as the 16 get closer i cant help but miss you more. Three years is a long time to be with out the person that did so much for me. Somehow i make it, I work hard to make you proud. i make good grades and one day i will be a nurse and help others as so many helped you till the end

Hi again Mommy I had a really great Eastern Star meeting tonight. I really love being in it. I just wish you could be here too. I got an A om my A&P lecture test. I could hardly belive it. I also got a B in lab. Eric turn 13 a few weeks ago and Daddy got a Golden Trowel at his lodge. it was a beautful night. I wrote a essey on freemasons in English class. its really good. now if i could only find a way to upload it to facebook. Its really hard to beleive that you have been gone almost three years next month. Sometime it seems like yesterday. Oh ho i miss you. But how proud you would be of all i have done. till next time Love you Always Michelle

I am really enjoying being in Eastern Star. I have been to three meeting. but only one at my chapter.i even found out that my english teacher is a menber of Dallas chapter. i look forward to seeing her outside of college. Its not every day that you find out that your teacher is a sister. I am still living with Michael and helping with her dad. i really like my own space free from Anut Evelyn. I love the women but it is not easy liveing with her. Dad is thrilled to be able to share Easter Star with me and is teaching me what i need to get an A certificate. i wa seven asked to protim Ruth in Novemeber Love you always Michelle

Classes are going well.I finlly passed a A+P lad exam. i got a 70, i'll do much better on the next one. I joined eastern Star monday night. Dad did a great job. i missed you that night. your old friend Judy is wrothy matron. I fell honored to come under her.i also have four big sisters. It makes me feel close to you and Grandmother to be in eastern star. i also have Granny's ring. Judy had to give it to me because Dad thought he might cry. there are many people that are glad i joined and wish that you could be here to love you always Michelle

Alot has happend in the last week. I am now living with Mica to help take care of her dad. Hes doing good. Classes also started today I really think ill do good. I miss u so much. but im growing up all the time and i hope that in the next year i can get my own place Always your loveing daughter Michelle

Classes will start againg soon i am looking forward ti that. but i think the biggest news is that i am moving in with Mica to help take care on her dad. im kinda scared since i have never lived out side of yours or Dads home. but i really think in the long run it will be good for me. Mica and I always planed to be roomates i just wish it was under better reasons. Aunt Fran died but i think you already knew that. I will join eastern star at the end of september. i really wish you could be there that night. I still miss you everyday but i dont cry like i use to. but everytime i hear Old Rugged Cross i cry Love you always Michelle

hi mom just saying hi. I'v been studying and getting ready for next semester I'm going to make good grades and make you proud of me truth be told i'm really looking forward to the start of fall classes i dont think i relized how boring summer could be it makes me miss you when i think of all the thing we use to do thift stores just are not the same with out you love you always michelle

it summer now my car wont start i 'm gunna join Eastern Star just like you it was nice seeing old friends of yours and being in a place u loved Daddys sister Evelyn's daughter joined u yesterday but u knew that my aunt can be annoying most of the time but she awwwws me with her streath with all she has faced we took Dad out for Father's day i miss u Mommy Lone you always

i have a car now a 92 caddy its red your faverite color Mom

I lost my Mom to cancer 3 months ago. My thoughts are with you. Just keep making her proud :)

14 years ago

thanks that means alot. my thoughts are with you too

well i made it through my first year of college. i got a D in A and P i got a car now i miss u Mom love you

i miss you so much today i try not to think about it but i moss u some days i want more then anything for u to be here so i can show you all iv done in college i get lll be driving soon but i dont think anyone could teach me like you would have i have finels next week i do fine i just wish u could be here to see all i have done i dream of you sometimes you always just come to check on me i tell you whats been going on and tell u that i love you but i always wake up too soon days like this make it so hard without you. bennys kids are getting so big his little girl will be 2 in a few days i try so hard to make sure that she and the boys dont forget you the older ones remember but the little one does'nt most of the time but i tell him about you I Love You so much Mommy i wish you were here with me Love Always Michelle

this is the last week of class my finles are next week i will do fine i hope Mommy i wish you were here to see all my hard work you would be sooo proud sunday is mothers day i miss u most on days like that but your still with me I love you Mommy

Happy Mothers day Mom I miss you everyday i will never forget all that you gave me and all i learned from you Luv u always

My life has been busy lately with college and studying nearly all the time i also a takeing drivers ed i got my perment to day i no how proud u must be i miss you so Mommy mother's day is almost here i wish i could spend it with you I love YOU so much Mom Happy Mother's Day

I miss you Mommy

well i passed math with a C but i still passed so im happy i miss you Mom and i love you

Happy Birthday Mommy I love you and i miss you so much

your 60th birthday would have been wed. i would have made you a cake and breakfast in bed like i always did i miss you Mommy happy birth day wish i could share it with you i miss you and love. i hope i can make you proud your little girl always michelle

yea i passed my test