sorry havent been on here 4 a while havent had internet. well chris left he didnt want 2 come back he walked out on our marriage & children i know im better off without him but i miss him so much. i would never take him back not now. its so hard mom & dad have been my rock n still r, i couldnt of got through any of this if it wasnt 4 them. i begged him 2 come back after everythin he put me through i still wanted him back, but that all changed when i lost baby he couldnt even hold me when i needed him most of all. look after my baby love n miss u so much xxx

I'm so scared whats goin 2 happen, i'm worried richard is goin 2 do somethin stupid i've told him not 2 but u know richard i'm hurtin so much i cant explain the pain i dont even know why ? i love chris so much i dont know what im goin 2 do he's told me so many lies dont know if i can take him back but i cant live without him x

my life is such a mess chris has left me i dont know how im goin 2 cope im tryin 2 stay strong 4 the kids but its so hard its killin me i cant eat or sleep all i want 2 do is cry

i miss u so much, mom isnt well her back has gone agin she is stuck in bed cant move hope she gets better soon dont like seein her like this so much is goin on. i miss u xxx

i passed my theory, i didnt think i would do it but i did. i had ur pic with me it helped me get through it i just hope i pass my driving test 2. i miss u so much, i need chat with u, ive been feelin down lately dont know whats wrong with me ive been feelin really confused & lost i miss u love u loads xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

so much is goin on dont think i can cope with everythin, everyone dont seem 2 b close anymore its so sad. me mom & dad r closer than ever but as 4 the rest we dont seem 2 see anyone, i miss u so much xxxxx

Happy Birthday nan hope ur havin a fabulous time where ever u are. i miss u so much i'll try & come up over weekend love u xxxx

I cant believe its been 11 years where have them years gone. it still feels like yesterday i miss u so much ive got loads i want 2 talk 2 un about. im not copin that well with my ocds need 2 go back drs dont want 2 go but i have 2. think ellens been picked on as shes started wettin bed & dont want 2 go 2 school. mom & dad have been full of cold, dad needs 2 go drs but he wont go hes 2 much like u haha i love & miss u sooooooo much xxx

miss u so much, mom told me aunt lott passed away. bet ur both havin fun. i remember makin makin cakes with aunt lott when u were at ur home feels like yesterday cant believe its been so long.

miss u so much love u always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

sorry its late but merry christmas, chris got me a frame 4 u but 4 me if u know what i mean, i cryed when i saw it. ellen & shane sent u a balloon christmas day. i miss u so much wish u could meet ellen & shane we're always talkin about u. me & rich r talkin now even tho he didnt say sorry im still upset with him but hes so much like dad he wont think nothin of it never mind hope ur ok wherever u r love u so much miss u more & more each day xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

dawn reading your piece about nan got me crying i remember you, your mom and your dad leaving the hospital as j and me arrived. i remember you crying and thinking im to late. margaret came in with me to say goodbye to nan and also asked me to give nan a kiss but i remember thinking thats not my nan its only her body nan is not here i miss her so much. she would love all her new great-grand kids as well as the ones she knew before she passed away. nan i miss you and grandad very much xxxx chantal

i think ive upset mom ive told her about this page, i was askin her about ur life-where u worked things i didnt know & she got upset shes missin u so much we all do. I cant believe its been 11years still feels like yesterday wish u were her. Theres so much i want 2 tell u. Sorry i havent been 2 crem 4 a while, i'll try & come up soon. I love & miss u so much xxxxxxx

i didnt no ur nan but she sounds so lovely iv never had a nan myself so never done them things r i p xxxxxx

Hi nan i hope ur ok wherever u are, i miss u so much wish u were here 2 see ur great-grandchildren. They know all about u, we named my daughter after u. When the moon is out Ellen says look mommy old nannys sittin on the moon watchin us. I got married in may, we had to laugh i took a photo of u with me i was holdin u in my hand as chris took my hand i nearly dropped u i said o me nan. Wish u were there i know u was lookin down at me. Me & Richard had little cry towards the end we always do when we've had a drink we miss u so much love u always Dawn xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hi nan i've got loads of memorys from when i stayed playin games all night takin boo 4 walks ( when u could walk outside goin shops) i miss u so much xxx