created memory in Christina Haynes
First of all I just want you to know how much I miss you.. I never stop thinking about you with each day that passes by. I wish you were here
Maybe you could bring our family back together like it use to be :( its all I want, mom and all our brothers and sisters to be together again. It will never change the fact that I love mom so much and love my brothers and sisters even if they don't know, I know that you do and that you always had it in your heart to forgive and accept, no matter who we are and what happens.
I live on every day trying to be a better person and have a heart the way yours was,
I love you and will never stop loving you chris ,
I just want the whole world to know your heart
Love your sister, missy
Hi Christina. You never knew about me but I would like to write here for you and your family. It is really sad what happened that night. When I read these comments from your family I see the pain in their hearts. This pain and sadness can not be described in words. You have left your family at such a young age of 20. I hope RCMP finds everyone who did this to you. Even though I am not from Canada I would like to visit your grave one day. May God give peace to your family.
The summer is here once again Chris and one more year passes,knowing your not here. |I dont know where the time has gone feeling like its still the same horrible day,,,its like repitition and the repeat of it all over again everyday. I miss and love you so very much and always think about you,,Im so happy you becasme a christian,,,mommy was proud of you that day so much,,,you gave yourself to God so proudly and happy. My tears never end,but my joy for you knowing that you are with our Lord. You were and are a special person that touched all of us and more on earth,,,,I cant belive Chris,my baby,your not here,,,I cant say your gone,,,,I always feel like your going to come home and say mommmmmmy,,,please make some pumkin pie,,,your sillyness,,,your smiles ,your heart was like a shining star that LIT the whole word,,,I will see you again my wonderful daughter,,youll be the one who meets me,,,,youll be guiding me back home with your heart and love. MOMMY LOVES YOU SO VERY MUCH,I MISS YOU WITH EVERY BREATH I TAKE......MOMMY
The days are always hard with you gone my sweet daughter.I wish you were here Christina,,,,Jodie has a baby now,,TYler is going to have a baby soon.Everyone moves on except the mother. I wonder what you would be doing now if you were here,,,making the world smile. Your truley were a gift to me,,,,I just wish I had more time with you . The things Id say Chrissy,,,,the whole family loved you so much and do. I know its not the same,,,there is s space in my heart that is missing. I want you to know you were wonderful daughter. I go to the grave and stand there like I can still see you in your coffin. How I miss you and you shouldnt of died. Its so unfair.
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Theres not one minute that i dont think of you,You are painfully missed sis. <3 love you so much, See you again someday <3
A spring without you, a summer to follow and on and on.....I wished this were over and you had just moved away and decided you were coming back, The excitement and Joy I would feel I would probably have a heart attack..LoL. Its funny how we take people for granted and the ones we love the most disappear while the ones who are undeserving are here with us who don't deserve a kind word, a big hug, or life for that matter. I wished I could trade your life for someone else as the all the people who did this to you shouldn't be here and I hope they have terrible lives with sad dreams making sure they wake up every morning knowing what they did to you and knowing they should not be here. Chris; you and I chatted lots before you passed and there were people who you did not want in your life as they dragged you down and the amount of sadness / problems they brought around you I agree you were better off. Its to bad you and I didn't move before this happened as we planned. With everything aside Chris are and always be more important then most everyone here and I consider it to be a punishment that these people have to be here living with what they have done everyday of their pathetic lives, and you are the lucky one as you don't have to ever deal with hurt and pain ever again. I tell you this Chris I will make things right and I am going to make changes like I should have done while you were alive, things are going to be different and I will try to be everything you would expect me to be...You will never go unnoticed and you will never be forgotten as you will be with me till the day I see you again as I will be one of the lucky ones who gets to see you again...This I know.
Love you more than Everything here!
One Day Christina....Cant Wait ya Goof!
Your daughter is beautiful and I am so sorry of your loss.I know your pain
I lost my beautiful 23 year old daughter March of 2006.
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when we used to not talk for a few days .....i remeber always woundering if u were mad at me, or what u were doing, where u were, who i could call to see if u (the wild child) were crashed at someones house that night. man did i always worry about u , you were like my family. and the days didnt seem right without you and your smiles and stories and jokes to tell to make the days less dull. now i sit here thinking that u never will call me its so depressing...its summer we always hung out everyday in the summer having fun just chillin, drinking a beer, walking, or having fires in martys back yard. lol! it seems like this is all still a dream and im lost in it. i wish i could call u up and just talk i miss that so much.i miss my best friend...im so lost without u . i thought as time passed it would be easier but its just more of this nightmare. its hard to be positive when ur life is falling apart and i iknow if u were here u would have some silly thing to say to make me feel better right now but ur not here and thats almost unbearable i dont understand y this all happpened and im so angry at the world those people....its like no one gives a shit u died the way u did so tragic, and those ppl feel no pain no regrets? its fucked! they are fucked. they took ur innocence away so they could be cowards and live their coward life. i hate the fact that to all who loved her and who christine loved back are left here with emptyness of not knowing what happened to her and they are guilt free!! but enough about them... i went to ur grave site a few times thought it would help but it doesnt i just miss u so bad! and my heart pains for this to be a dream. i wish we could go back to the days when i lived in stoney plain and we used to walk the dog down all the trails we would buy a 6 pack and just walk for a few hours, i remeber u scrached marty so hard he had nail marks all the way down his arms i think he still has a scar.lol poor bugger u were so mean to him lol but we all knew bu loved him deep down he was one of us. haha marty ur one of the girls. you just gave out the tough love is all but everyone who loved u knew ur gentle lovein side was the one that took over. you just had a rough exterior is all, and i loved that about u, u wanted to help everyone and be their friend but u also never put up with stupid ppls shit .lol i remeber ur laugh and ur sillyness ur need to get what u wanted and ur zest for life......always so full of hope. and all the love u tried to give out unconditionally. you only wanted to be loved back and i remeber u crying to me how sad and hurt u were at times about fights with girlfriends or family and i would try to tell u everything would be okay u never belived me but im glad u still choose to talk to me it was hard to try and figure out what u were thinking or how u were feelin u never were much of a talker about those things.wish we were closer in the end when u moved away wish i knew more about ur new life ur friends were u lived and stuff wish we would have been close so i could know how u felt when u moved like before when we hung out everyday. i wish i dint move to rainbow lake i know that hurt u and u missed me alot when i left for almost 2 years. i remeber how u hated rob cuz he moved me away and all u said about him was true...lol and how much fun we had when i got back to ed from grande prarie and when u me and marc went there to get the rest of my stuff and i was so happy to have ur support and how ur face gleemed that big smile cuz u knew he hated u and u didnt care it was like u were saying ha ha i get to take ur gf now and we get to party again and have fun like the old days...(what i would do to go back to those days) lol ! it was great all the good times we had and even the bad. u tried to forget and forgive for the things that ppl did to u and that amazed me. u amazed me as a person...someone so selfless, so happy and full of life! miss u tons and love u deerly
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you r always fun and u always want everyone to injoyallyssa shaylene mom jodie grandma and the family miss you and you always wanted everyone to laugh and have fun u couldnt let anyone not have any one have fun and everyone wished they could save you but they cant and you will always be in a better place and i will always love you and i always injoy when you jump on the couches and sing your favourite song and i injoy seeing you love aleaha
It broke my heart Chris when I heard you had passed but it when I found out the people who did this to you dot off I felt sick to my stomach. You gave people the benefit of the doubt and even if someone wronged you...You still gave another chance knowing that there was a possibility for change. I wished I wished I were half the greatness you were, I shared a bond with you that cannot be replicated, I shared the greatest love for you and I grieve the deepest pain. I didnt have bad days around you, I remember at Christmas last year I was kind of bummed and you made a joke and I laughed and turned my head, when I turned back to look at you bug you, you were making finny faces..You were such a goof, I would like to think you got some of that from me. You made things worth fighting for, and you made me feel that life was worth living with all of its ups and downs. I know you are with me, with all the strange things that happen I know its you. I hope every night that I dream of you and I watch Sylvia Browne in hopes that maybe you will send me a message, I still don't believe your gone yet,sounds weird but I still hope I will hear another one of your goofy voice mails or you will make fun of me on facebook...lol. You saved me Chris and for that I thank you, You have always been my angel in discuise and now you really are. I know that when time comes we will meet up and carry off with the goofiness that we enjoyed so much in life...lol, Cant wait. Love you so much Chris..R.I.P, No One will ever take your Place!!
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