Benjamin Paul Epp
Date of birth: 12-03-1969
Date of death: 10-01-2008

For my son Benn he lived he loved he laughed he was a big part of my life.This is a tribute to his life.You are ...

For my son Benn he lived he loved he laughed he was a big part of my life.This is a tribute to his life.You are welcome to share his life. I miss you more than ever, just maybe our children are stars in the day time that is why we can not see them.

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  • 5 months, 1 week
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    Happy Birthday my son how I miss you today you would have been 45 and you where born on a Wednesday as well.It seems like yesterday I help you in my arms and now you are gone.I know you told me you would always be by my side but I so with I could hug you and kiss you today.In my minds eye I can see you through all the years but I would give everything I have just to see you again.May be someday our spirits shall meet again.I love you forever and beyond you mom.

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  • 8 months
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    My Dearest Son Benn
    I am so sad that you are not here with us I miss you so much everyday.So this is another Christmas with out you how my heart aches.I feel this way always at this time of the year yet is was the time you loved so much and gave so much of yourself to others so because I keep a happy face to your brothers but I die inside cause you are not here. I shall keep a candle for you all day just maybe you can see it shining.
    Love you forever and beyond You Mother

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  • 1 year, 2 months
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    I am just missing you today so much it like my heart is in my throat all day
    God why did you have to die I have so much to share with you I wish you where here but than maybe you can see me you did tell me you would be at my side.
    I love you so much my beautiful son you are always in my thought.
    I love you forever and beyond You mother always.

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  • 1 year, 4 months
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    Another Easter is here and how I miss you.I know that you are with me I found the most the best gift you have ever given me.

    I was changing the potted fig tree the one with the pot you stenciled for me oh so long ago as I went to lay the pot down to take out the plant I fond the masking tape you put on it .It was dated June 15 2007 and you put stenciled for my mother with all my love Benn.I cried I was so sad that you are not here and than Nathan said think of it this way grandma you found it could mean Benn is still here with you.What a gift it has faded but that I left it on the pot and put the fig tree you had in it it has grown so much but its a long time since you left us that was the last June you where here.
    2008.God how .
    I miss you Benn love you for ever and ever and beyond.Mom

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  • 1 year, 5 months
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    Happy Birthday my son how I miss you today you would be 44 years old .How I loved making you a party you always gave me so much joy I am so glad to have all the memories of you.I shall be spending my day with thought of you and how much I miss you why oh why did this happened I fell so broken on days like this.You left me way too soon but I must go on even when you are not here.So today on you special I am going to have a candle going all day.Love you forever and beyond Mom

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  • 1 year, 7 months
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    My dear son its five years today it was on a Thur as well that you left oh how I miss you I shall never understand why this happened but it did.I just don"t know how one lives with a broken heart you are in my thoughts all the time I shall love you forever and beyond. Mom

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  • 2 years, 3 months
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    Well My Benji it is your brothers birthday tomorrow he is going to be 39 he is now older than you how I wish you could be here he miss you so much.
    I know the other he put a glass of wine for you by your ashes I though that was so so sweet you have he misses so much oh who oh why did you have to die.
    My life has such a hole like nothing I have ever know life is just not fair why did you have to go.
    I know you always said you would be by my side but how wish I could just touch you for a moment.just to hold you and kiss you sweet face my son.
    Love you forever and beyond Your Mother.

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  • 2 years, 4 months
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    Here is another holiday I really feel you loss today but I am going to do what have always done on Easter I am making my deep fried cookies I shall set a few out for you today I know you are not here to eat them but how you loved them
    I am making ham like I always do I am hoping Mel and Nathan are going to be able to come over you brother is working tonight so he wont be here and so is Justin.
    We really miss you at thses special times but I thank god for all the memories I have of you and the times we shared when we did this together you always help me in the kitchen and to clean up after unlike you brothers and dad disappered as soon as we where done eating ,but it brings a smile on my face to remember our happy times we shared.
    So on this day I shall cry just a little for you as I always do but life must go on till we meet again if we ever shall I am feeling like heaven is not really a place it is a made up to make grief more endurable tolerable
    Love you forever my Benji I miss you so always you Mother .

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  • 2 years, 5 months
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    Happy Happy Birthday to you Benn if there is a heaven I know you are going to have a good time today ok, I shall miss you today You candle is lite for you now miss you my sweetness. Love Mom

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  • 2 years, 8 months
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    Well I missed you again more than I can say this is now the 4th Christmas that you are gone.How I wished you could have been here Justin Nathan and Dawson with Daniel of course we had a brunch this year it was so nice<br /><br />
    On the menu we had your grandma's french toast how you loved that Daniel too,I told the 3 boys that it was your great grandma made it the best. We had eggs benny I got up early to cook the ham the only thing missing was you I so miss you.<br /><br />
    I called you brother you have missed so much Ashley now has 2 kids a boy and a girl they are so sweet Morgan is such a sweet boy reminds me of you so much talks a mile a minute just like you did.Kara cried when she first saw me but than she does not know me I am going to see them in spring I want to be there for her 1st birthday.I'll give her a big hug and kiss from you ok.<br /><br />
    I love you my son I am going to go rest now everyone is gone so I'll have a sleep and hope to see you alive and well in my dream.Love you forever my beautiful child. Mom

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