11/01/13 You were loved from the moment we found out we were pregnant. We wanted you for the longest time. You were taken away too soon but we know you would of put up a fight for your mummy & daddy. You will always be in our hearts & thoughts. Whenever we are missing you we will look for the brightest star in the sky & remember we have an angel looking down on us. Love Mummy, Daddy & your big cat brothers Marlee & Bambi xo

And even though you only lived 10 short weeks you were loved very much! You been gone for a week and 3days and it seems like everyday it gets harder </3 Daddy and Mommy will miss you each and every day 1/2/13

loss my first baby on july 2 2010 and it due date was november 17 2012 and that make he two this years 2012.

I loved you the minute I knew you were there. And even though we didn't get a chance to be together here on Earth, I know that we will be together in Heaven forever. Rest soundly, my darling Angel. You will always be in my heart. I love you always, Mommy

Today was the day that you were to be born. We waited for you for so long. When your heart stopped beating I felt mine did as well. Even then you stayed with me because you knew I wasn't ready to let you go. But I had to. I miss you every minute of the day. I hope that one day I will get to see you. Until then I hold you heart. You are so deeply loved. Aujourd'hui et chaque jour

Its said to loose you, yes you were unexpected but I would never call you an oops baby.. Never.. I miss knowing you were alive and growing in my belly.. My first appointment filled me with so much joy and love when I saw you in my belly and your little heart beating gently and smoothly.. Now that your gone I feel hollow inside with knowing your not there but I the Lord is holding you safely in heaven for us to see you when we come. August 4th, 2012 in the early morning I had the miscarrage but the doctor said you had died at least a week back. I did everything I was suppose to but I guess the Lord wanted a better life for you away from this harsh, cruel world we live in. You were to precious to come into this world, you were meant for Heaven and I can't wait to see you. Rest in Peace baby of Mine. <3

Even though I didnt get to meet you, i miss you everyday. The m o ment i knew you existed i loved you. You were taken so early x It broke our hearts when it happend Esp your big sister. I like to think you are watchn over us as our guardian angel

Today (Mother's Day) is exactly one month that you went to heaven~! It is a very VERY sad day for mommy. I love you so much from the secondi knew you were mine~! I love you still. Not a day goes by i never will... I love you baby.

Baby number 2 you will be leaving me today. Sorry I was not able to keep you safe inside me. Be free, you may meet baby number 1 today. I love you both and you will not be forgotten. I will feel you with me always xxx

I still cannot believe you are gone. I never thought my heart could feel so broken as the morning I was told there was no heartbeat, my world turned upside down. This feels like a nightmare I just can't wake up from. I miss you and I want you back but I know that will never happen. It has been the worst time in my life, to have you 1 minute and taken away just as quick. Your family loves you and will always remember you even for the very short time we had you. I LOVE YOU!!

Nana Ruthie

12 years ago

We didn't get to meet you in this life, but we know we will see you in Heaven, little angel! You will always be my grandchild and I will always love and miss you.

I am so sorry...I didnt even know I was expecting you....all those times I had wondered what it would be like to have you growing inside of me. By the time I found out it was too late and you were already leaving my body. I was in such a state of shock I didnt know how to react, but I want you to know that mommy and daddy love you very much....you will forever be our gaurdian angle looking over us.

Dont let them say i wasnt born, that something stopped my heart. I felt each tender squeeze you gave. I loved you from the start. Although my body you cant hold, it doesnt mean i'm gone. This world was worthy not of me, God chose that i move on. I know the pain that drowns your soul, what you are forced to face. You have my word, I'll fill your arms and someday we will embrace. You'll hear that it was meant to be God doesnt make mistakes. But that wont soften your worst blow or make your heart not ache. I'm watching over all you do, another child you'll bear. Believe me when I say to you that I am always there. There will come a time, I promise you when you will hold my hand. Stroke my face and kiss my lips and then you'll understand. Although I've never breathed your air or gazed into your eyes...that doesnt mean I never was. An Angel Never Dies. Mommy and Daddy love you and think about you everyday until we can finally hold you in our arms.

In memory of my son, Jason Neil Hackney, It has been 40 years since I lost you by miscarriage. I cried when my body let you go and I still for our loss, both yours and mine. You were so very tiny and no one would have recognized who you were or what you were to become but me. Know that I love you and you have never been forgotten. Love Mom

Taylor, My precious little boy, you were so small when you were born, and I only had you afew months but those months were so special to me and I was so glad, proud, excited and happy to be your mother. I love you my angel son today, tomorow and always xoxoxox Your sisters, Daddy and I miss you so much, Your brief life has left an imprint on my heart and a deep love for you that will never fade xoxoxox The day before I lost you I was so happy talking to you growing in my belly, I had finally accepted defeat with my growing belly to switch to tracksuit pants then Chloe came to me and asked "Mummy why are poppy and the angels taking your baby," The next day I bled, the next morning you were born in the bathtub, It hurt so much but i was so glad to be home so no doctor could take you away from me before I was ready. I miss you Taylor, I love you so much, you were so small xoxoxox

Daddy and I were ecstatic when we found out you would be our first baby. You made me feel special, just by being a part of me. At only 13.5 short weeks of pregnancy, you slipped away. We were able to hold you for several precious minutes and to me those have been the most sacred moments of my life. I had such beautiful plans for our life together, but those dreams were cut short. Your precious little soul changed my life forever. We miss you each and every day but we know that you are looking after us as we try for another sweet baby. Until we meet again, we find peace knowing that you have a brother and sister there with you, Kaia and Kohen. The three of you consume our heart and soul. We love you and miss you forever. Mama and Daddy

Words cannot explain the loss i feel today, i never got to hold you in my arms, hear your cries or watch you play. Heaven called and took you away. In a white box you lie deep underground. I let you go without a sound.. Goodbye little angel, rest well precious one. i carried you for a while but too soon your journey was done. Wach over us now, from the skies above, Send us all of gods blessings, send us all of your love. Im sorry for those hard days, for the times i was afraid.. Unsure of the future,and not seeing a way. It wasn't easy, all the fights and the tears.. Yet your presence i treasured, despite all my fears. Your still my beautiful baby, though i never saw your face. A fusion of religion, two cultures and race. your daddys little girl or our cherished son... Our little angel now, rest well precious one.

From day one i talked to you and sang to you. It were as if you were already here. At 7weeks of pregnancy you were taken up to heaven from me. I miss you. I miss the funny feelings you would give me in my belly. I miss everything about you. I hope your having fun up in heaven. Me and daddy will always love you <3 xxxxxxxxx

love is wat you gave me for those couple weeks while you were with me. love is wat calmed my nerves when i was so scared cuz i didnt know wat i was gonna do. how can i love someone without ever having known them. without ever having seen your precious face. without having ever held your little body next to mine. you see baby i loved you before i ever knew you. and now that i know i will never get the chance to know you in this world.....i love you still. Tell God to give you a big hug and kiss tonight. thats from me to you.

I only had you for 7-8 weeks but your memory will live on forever, even when years pass i will still think of you. Every night you are in my thoughts, in my mind, i just want to hold you, see your face, i wish i could have felt your kick against me. You will never have experienced life, it makes me ache inside knowing you will never run around, talk or draw cute little pictures but i'm glad you won't feel heartache or get injured. I really wish i had you now Zach.

Today is 3 weeks since we lost you I want u back so bad I never thought I could love someone so much I never got to meet I was only 4 weeks when we found out and exactly 5 weeks u was gone that was the happiest week for me I just knew u would be a boy I could already picture our life with you your big brother was so excited too now I'm so lost I don't know how to get past this to make things worse my friend is pregnant just 2 days ahead of me I miss u I named u baby PARKER I love you you will always be in my heart and never forgotten

2004 It was a surprise to see a positive line on that HPT but I was filled with Joy. I started speaking to you right away singing and reading stories. Mommy and daddy were so excited. At 12 weeks I awoke with terrible cramps and spotting I held my head in my hands crying knowing this wasn't that way it was suppose to be. Ultrasound confirmed there was not only one baby but two twins. Twins without heartbeats. Over the next two years would prove to be the hardest for my husband and I 4 single baby miscarriages all ending around 12weeks all after we seen heartbeats.I was hurting to a point of wanting to give up my dream of becoming a mother. It all seemed to hard for me to emotionally keep doing this myself to my marriage but with gods great mercy and love he gave me the strength to hold on and keep praying about the desire to be a mother. We had done everything fertility , shots, and nothing looked hopeful. I then found out I was pregnant again and with a surprise not one, not two, but three babies. Triplets I wasn't scared of that word I was scared that twelve weeks was approaching. Twelve weeks sixteen weeks twenty weeks thirty weeks thirty five weeks all passed all babies were doing wonderful for the first time I started planning on leaving the hospital with three perfect babies. At 36 weeks I woke up and was having cramps spotting and I didn't feel movement. I fell to my knees and told my husband I can't do this I can't! I had a motherly instinct something was wrong. Ultrasound confirmed that baby a baby b had no heartbeat but baby c he was barely holding on. My angel babies were born first both girls Madison and Avery. They were beautiful dark hair and perfect noses and mouths. They looked just a like. Then my son baby c was born rushed to the nicu he wasn't breathing but god had bigger plans for him plans for him to come home with mommy and daddy. A.struggle it was leaving the hospital leaving my son there in the arms of the nurses and doctors. Going home to plan funerals for his sisters. It was a mix of emotions I was sad but happy angry but thankful. We got to bring him home eight weeks later what a blessing he is now three what and a handful . A handful of determination and joy. I can't wait to tell him how strong and determined he was to live. When I share my story people ask eight babies? How did you do it? With the love and mercy of my savior. Today as I type this I wipe tears from my face because the pain is still so real. I also must tell you though I have been blessed with another son and a daughter without any complications during pregnancy or birth. Three angels on earth and eight in heaven the Lord keeps his promises. I love all of you my babies my angels.

I lost you on November 4, 2000, a little more than a month before your brother, Nicolas, would have turned two years old. I know you would have loved each other. I named you in my heart, and I wanted you to know. Even though I never saw your face, I will always love you,eternally, and I believe that we will see you again and be a family in heaven....until that time I know that since you are not with me, Thank God you are safe and well with Jesus forever. That makes me happy. I hope Jesus tells you all the time how much I love you..maybe you can look down and see Mommy and Nicolas sometimes. He would have loved you and been an excellent brother. He is in the seventh grade now, and he is an excellent student, and good boy with a kind heart and spirit, just like you would have been. I think about you everyday. I will never forget you. I will see you in Heaven, I will start looking for you immediately upon my arrival. That is why I wanted you to know your name. Until then I continue to miss you deeply my little lamb. Love, Mommy

exactly a month has passed and although i miss you terribly i know you're there watching over us all, i hope you are very happy in a better place my precious angel and hopefully you'll be able to look over a new brother or sister very soon. love you so much maddox.xxx

You daddy and I were sooo happy when we saw the HPT say PREGNANT! We could not believe it. After trying for over five years, we were finally going to be parents and have you in our lives. I was five weeks when the doctor confirmed that I was pregnant with you. It was the happiest day of my life. We couldn't contain our happiness and shared the great news with both sets of grandparents. Unfortunately, our time together was short and we lost you three days later. I never got to meet you or hold you but the love I had developed for you in those short few days was greater than any other love I have ever felt. We love you and we miss you so much. I feel nothing but emptiness inside now. But I want to thank you for giving me the chance to experience such love. You will always be in our hearts.

My precious darling you were taken from me at 13 weeks but i know it was for a reason and that you will be happy where you are now, i miss you everyday and daddy does too but we'll remember you and you will make us stronger together. I can't wait until the day i will get to meet you, i know i will someday and you will be the gorgeous child i imagine you would have been. look down on us and your sisters from time to time. love mammy.xx

Today I am giving you a name. I never named you, but I've never forgotten you. You deserve a name. It's been three decades since I lost you. I wouldn't look closely at you, never knew whether you were my daughter or my son. My child, I will meet you in heaven. So Christian Alexandre my little lamb in the arms of the Shepherd, may He hug you for me, and whisper your name in your ear, and tell you, mommy loves you.

Amanda

12 years ago

That is beautiful mom! You made me tear up! It is a beautiful name!

You were planned to the day. I knew exactly when your life began and exactly when it ended. The image of your little body will haunt me forever yet I am eternally grateful that i got to see you. I dont know why you were taken from us. We will miss and love you forever and what you could have been, butyou will always be our child. I tried to save you. I did everything i could.

Baby Minnie...our "loving memory" of the child we never got to know. We lost you at 5 weeks...it was such a short time to know you, precious. Daddy, your big brother and I are so happy you're with Jesus now. We can't wait to hold you in heaven. 6/11/11

My little ray of hope is what i called u.. I could not believe what was happening when i found out i was having you . Daddy and i had waited 3 long years to hear this new and we where so happy. sadly u was not meant for this world and we lost u. it is so hard for me and daddy . i cry every night for u. i dont know what to name sweetheart as me and ur daddy disagree on your sex, either wy we love u with all our heart and more, grandma coral will be looking after u until we meet again... always in my heart little one... love mummy and daddyxxxxx

You were unexpected but a gift from God. Just when we got excited about meeting you, you were gone. I know one day I will meet you and can't wait to see you. Until then you will always be in our thoughts and prayers.

Daddy and I miss you baby, you were so little. You were ours, no one could take you away from us, well so we thought. You will always be our baby though. We still cry for you baby, we don't have many memories of you but I still have your scan picture in my purse and each time I see it I think of you. Daddy and I will never forget you Angel. We will always love you.

Daddy and I even though young and scared were so excited about you, I still remember seeing you on the screen so tiny that you brough eyes to both me and your daddy. But on the 25th of November I lost you, my perfect tiny gift left us. Your daddy and I cried. We are both young still so it became to much for us, we don't talk much now but no matter what we both love you. My perfect baby. Even though I never held you in my arms I will hold you forever in my heart. I love you summer :'( nit a moment passes I don't think or dream of you Xxxxxxxxxx

To our darling baby boy. We were so excited to have you. On that sad day, I foun out that you didn't have a heartbeat, it borke my heart. I tried to be strong as the tears flowed out. I cannot help but feel sad knowing we will never get to know you. Your daddy and I have dreamt of what it would have been like. I have dreamt of what it would have been like. A friend once said, that no man would never know how painful it really is. That is true. I had held you close to my heart and soul. Knowing that we cannot be with you, only causes my heart pain. Knowing that you are now an angel in heaven and in God's arms fills me with peace. We love you always. Mom & Dad.

I think of u every day, every time i see ur dad and talk to him it just reminds me of what could have been and i will always wonder in time what u would be like or what u would be doing in life. U dont realise what u mean to me having part of my love my soulmate pancake in me with u i will keep a part of u with me and every where i go. Ur dad grieves for u and is hurting we are going to church on the 3rd od december the day we lost u we will both talk to u then. All my love my sweet angel love mum

Alanna, my sweetheart baby girl,seven years ago yesterday i found out your little heart had stopped beating. It will be your birthday on November 7th.I miss you so much. We were together for twenty two weeks and not to be able to hold you or kiss you is so hard .Happy birthday baby girl. Love you so much ,from Mammy Daddy and your brothers and sisters xxxxxxx

i would have been due today with my bay but suffered a miscarriage at 11 weeks, god needed an angel baby and took mine. I loved my angel with all my heart n will never forget it. xxxxxxxx

Our sweet baby whom we called Peep and now call Samantha was lost measuring at nine weeks of age. We found out when I was twelve and half weeks pregnant and were devastated. We will love her forever and she will always be our first child. *We'll join you and Jesus soon enough, Samantha Peep*

I loved you from the very moment that I knew you were growing inside of me...You were my daughter and I loved you then and I love you now. I lost you when I was 12 weeks pregnant...I had known you were coming for 5 weeks and wanted you so badly...then one day, you were gone. Your daddy didn't know what to do, he was crushed, you were his first child and then you were gone. I was due with you on 04/01/02, when I lost you we decided to name you April Antonia...April because that is when you were due to be born and Antonia after you "Mama Toni" (daddy's mom)...Know that you are loved more and more everyday....We love you April Antonia Torres...

I was very young when i had my first miscarriage. Its been four years since this has happened. And no matter what, I don't love her any less. I would give anything to have her back......I love you Rosaline Marie, mommy misses you.

I lost my little Angel last week at 9 weeks and 3 days. I had a real blissful pregnancy yet suffered a missed miscarriage. It was the most emotionally painful experience ever. I've never knew such pain existed. I'm yearning a lot for my little Angel to come back. When I was eagerly waiting, planning and dreaming of Angel's arrival next year, my baby slept never to wake up again. I miss my baby a lot. I'm trying to survive this, one day at a time. I hope i get to walk the road to recovery one fine day. God bless to all.

We were so excited to find out we were pregnant. This was short lived when we lost you the following day. You were 5 weeks old in my tummy. You are back with god.

Paloma, I miss you more than words can express. My heart shattered on the day of your birth because it was also the day of your death. It was May 9, 2010--Mother's Day. I got to be your mommy for an hour, a precious but small amount of time. I so wish things were different. I love you, sweetheart.

Dear Piglet After a long struggle to conceive me and your Daddy started IVF to have you. We got really lucky on our first try and felt like the luckiest Mummy and Daddy in the world to be expecting you. We were so excited we told everyone and I even started planning your nursery, I never dreamed that you would be taken away from us. Just before Christmas 09 we saw you on the scan, you were tiny but we saw your heart beating and we loved you so much. When you had been growing for just 8 weeks, we found out that Mummy had a missed miscarriage and that somehow your heart had stopped beating and we were going to lose you. Daddy is usually the strong one but it was Mummy that had to hold him together in that room, he missed you so much, we both did and still do. Your Auntie and Uncle annouced that they were expecting your cousin at the same time that you should have been born, just 5 days apart! Its been very hard for Mummy to get through the past few months knowing that your cousin is healthy and on the way but you didnt make it. You would have been born on the 11/08/10 and in a cruel twist of fate, the day before you were due your Auntie is being induced so her baby can be born. I wish someone would tell me how to get through this time and how I am going to cope with it... Piglet, you will always be my number one, I loved you from the moment I saw you just a few tiny cells on the TV screen before they put you inside me and my love for you grows stronger every day. Im so sorry that Mummy couldnt keep hold of you and im sorry for how you left Mummys tummy. You are a part of me and I love you so very much, I miss you every day and love you more than anything. I hope that you can forgive me and help Mummy and Daddy to have another baby, because if I cant then ill be joining you sooner than I should. I cannot live my life not being a Mummy and having everyone around me have babies when I deserve to more than any of them. Id rather die than not be a Mummy and deal with all this pain and hate, please help me Piglet...I love you so much. Mummy XXX

I lost my first baby in 2004 and I have just lost another baby today. I know both of them are beautiful angels waiting in heaven for the right time to meet us again. I miss both of them terribly and feel like my heart has been ripped out but I did manage to have a beautiful son in 2005, against all the odds and I live and breathe for him. My heart goes out to all of you who have lost babies, don't give up ever, they are all waiting to meet their mummies one day and you will all find happiness, so God bless all mummies and their lost but not forgotten babiesxx

when i found out i was pregnat i was 6 weeks 5 days...only 18 years old and scared to death but automaticlly came this undying love for my child. time went by fast i got my first ultrasound and decided to nickname my baby pepper(only because it looked like a red chilly pepper) i had a few scares the first one everything was ok but the doc told me to take it easy the second time was the hardest the er doc told me my pregnancy was over my baby pepper had no heart beat i lost all control. that was jan 6, my due date was july 10 and today is that day. i cant help but think i would have this beautiful baby in my arms by now but all i have is the ultrasounds to remind me. 6 months later im still hurtin and cryin wanting my baby back. i wish i could have had more time wit my baby but i know i cant. i miss my baby pepper and i love it still wit all my heart happy birthday pepper mommy loves u and will see u some day.

We will meet you one day my sweet angel, our love for you is eternal, lots of love mummy, daddy and your 4 brothers xx x x x x x x x

We will always think of you, and wish we got to hold you and keep you with us...... We wanted you so much, and three years on it still hurts when i think of you. Sleep tight beautiful baby and dream sweet dreams until we can be together. Love always, mummy, daddy and your big brother xxxxxx?

i was 4months when i lost you my angel,not a day goes by i dont think of you or miss you .you are my angel and in a better place,till we meet againe my son,a heart of gold stopped beating playful hands at resy god broke our heartd to prove he only takes the best.love you always mommy

We have suffered through two horrible miscarriages and on May 12th gave birth to our daughter who was stillborn. I thought that somehow being able to see her and hold her would make the pain easier to deal with then the two miscarriages. I was wrong. We have four other children and while in the hospital giving birth to our Genevieve all I could do was remember the births of our other children and how her birth was a sad moment in time. I gave birth to and held my daughter, I did not feel her heartbeat, did not watch her sleep, and lastly did not have to count her toes and fingers. I miss her so. I miss rubbing my belly and talking to her. I miss the kids kissing my belly goodnight and telling er that they love her. Now as I plan her memorial service I am so sad and cant find answers to why and how. I suspect that I never will. I can just find comfort in knowing that she is in heaven and will never have to feel sorrow or pain. Genevieve, we all love you so very much. And although we had only a short time together your memory and how happy you made us will last us a lifetime. You are my precious angel. I love you and miss you...

Hope to see U one day mommy and daddy and ur big brother loves u lots mwa