my heart is ripped apart..i cried when i read your site,,,, i can't even feel for anyone elses pain ....she was my bestfriend and i was hers.. she was just 19 ... massive stroke ...just starting life

amanda want to tell u that there is not a day that gose by that i dont think of u i will always rembember u hang out your window and saying hi to me i wish that thinks could be like they was i no i will see u again someday so untill then watch over your mom she really needs u love u always and forever

hey hunnie i miss u sooo freeking bad i cant belive ur gone babe i just dont understand it,i HATE life anymore! do u no how bad colver sucks without u? its soo boaring anymore nothing to do,i miss the times were all of us would chill at ur house go for walks and just stand on 4th street hill in a big circle and just talk,or when we all would lay on 4th street hill and when cars would come we wouldnt move ha gud times hun,u still never got to ride that tire on zacks quad u probley wouldnt have liked it anyways i no i didnt it made u fall off and u always ended up in a BIGG pile of snow,idk buddy i miss everything but i miss u the most i miss me going to the house to see u and ur momma no when i go up its not the same and i do everything to stop the tears from rolling down my face,i rly need to get up there and see ur momma i miss her soo much hunnie,i just wish u could come back home with ur momma and everything be the same just like it was 3 yrs ago i just dont get it i wanna scream!!!!!!!!! i reamber the last time i saw u,it was me,derrik,johnny,anth,and ben and we was chillin on 4th street hill and we was standing in a circle (like we always did) and we was talkin and i told u to come down the house tommrow after school to chill but i will see you tommrow later,and u said "ok i will if i have time byez" those was the last words u said to me,there stuck in my head,ur laugh ur smile and ur pretty face is stuck in my head,i just want u back hunnie thats all im asking for,what does god need us to do to get u back? i no there is a way to bring u back home hunnie there has to be but noone has figured it out yett,welp babe i think imma go i will write u later i love u sissy<333

Hey heres an updated picture that i am sending to you on your site because i know no matter where your at you can see everything i love you and miss you <3

She is such a beautiful girl. The poem "I Lost My Child Today", is so true. I lost my son 9 months ago, and I can't hardly make it through a day. That's the absolutely worst thing that could happen to a person, is to lose a child. And not understand why they are taken at such young ages. My heart goes out to you and your family. take care.

Amanda june i miss u soo much i miss all the times when we would go sled riding have snow ball fights make snow angels and go on walks and just talk about things i miss it all im soo lost i just wish i could bring u back i love and miss u soo much colver hasnt been tha same since u lefted us all it sucks soo bad its not fun nomore i just want u to reamber that i love and miss u soo much buddy<3333333333

Amanda i miss you soo much..everyday i think about u and miss u soo much..no matter how many sceonds,mintues,hours,days,weeks,months,and years go past i will never forget u..ur always in my heart and im never goin to let u out. there is always goin to be a spot for u in my heart..i love u amanda

This is a beautiful site for a beautiful angel. I miss you more and more everyday. I tell you each and every day that I love you and I believe in my heart you can hear those words. When we are all together there will be so much joy. I LOVE YOU! XOXOXOXO

Just want you to know baby that there isn't a day I don't miss your face and there isn't a day that it's any better. You left Squeaker and I and although he does lick my tears they still run we miss you so much. My life with you was perfect I thank God he gave you to me for 18 yrs but I will never understand why he took you at 18. We have a new member of the family well almost for 2 yrs now Hailey June named after you and the name you wanted to name your little girl. I know you would of loved her like Squeaker she has your attitude though. :-) I love you baby I will do anything in my power to keep your memory alive and never let anyone forget you. I love you today as much as I did the day you was born and I miss you more today then yesterday and I will till the day I die. I love you baby