Hi

My world was a better place after we met

I have known and loved Juan for more years than I care to remember

I really dont know life with out him this has been one of lifes toughtes hurdles for me .I know he is with me in spirit and I have to say that I know when my time is up he will be there to met me and help me with that smile and heart that is larger than life.. hugs and kisses...Grainne

Its a month today and its not easier I miss Juan so much  .there is a saying " its better to have loved and lost than never  have  loved at all" Im not sure  abou this as this is really painfule but where ever you are I love you with all my heart and I always will and I thank God you have always know ..In Juans death I feel I gained my family back Juan take care of them xxxx

Juan I look at this everyday with the hope that you will  just come and visit me in some way. I miss you so much . You are my first thought in the morning and last thought at night I hope you are resting peacefully I love you

I cant help but wonder where you are Juan are you close to me in spirit I wish I could see you one more time I never would have imagined my life without you in the background to help me .I feel like part of me is missing like Im not a whole person anymore.You were always a part of my plans and future I miss you so much I love you ......

When I think about you Juan I feel very happy then I realize what has happened and my heart sinks its like a bad dream I feel I should wake up and everything will be the same I miss you so much ..I love you 

I miss you so much today some days are worse thn others today and yesterday I am thinking about you all day I wish we could chat and laugh again . I still talk to you just not sure if you can hear me I love you

Juan will be in my heart until we meet again I love you

its 2 months today and I miss you just as much today if not even more because everyday is a day more I dont talk to you I wonder are you lonely or where are you I still believe in " you and me for all eternity" Your never alone I am with you in my heart today just like it has always been. Its like a part of me is missing you have always been there for me We are all so sad with out you and if you can see into my heart please send me some signe that you are ok .I love you Juan and I know you dont want me to be sad or crying but I really cant help it you are my sole mate and its very lonely here  with you  xxxx

I mean its very lonely here with out you

[Grainne ]:

its 2 months today and I miss you just as much today if not even more because everyday is a day more I dont talk to you I wonder are you lonely or where are you I still believe in " you and me for all eternity" Your never alone I am with you in my heart today just like it has always been. Its like a part of me is missing you have always been there for me We are all so sad with out you and if you can see into my heart please send me some signe that you are ok .I love you Juan and I know you dont want me to be sad or crying but I really cant help it you are my sole mate and its very lonely here  with out  you  xxxx

Its lonely here with out you . you were like my security blanket I called you and depended on you more that I realized .I wish you could just let me know you are still around in some way send me some signal or something.  I love you xx