About Sandra Rae Hill-Lukasik

I just wanted to express my thoughts and my message that I love you my Mom, and I miss you.  I think of you every second of every minute of every day. 
Love ME
XOXOXOXOXOX

As I hold them in my hand
I realize this is not what I had planned.

I would have rather seen your eyes,
your expression so full of surprise.

But I give them to you full of my love
hoping you are viewing them from up above.

I can sit with you as I cut the length.
Placing each one it takes all of my strength.

I picked for you each and every perfect rose,
in this bouquet are the colors you love I suppose

Each one is sent to you as I give it a kiss.
I hope it finds you, the one that I miss!

Happy Birthday Mom

Recently in two separate unrelated ways, I have suffered  the loss of both my parents. Both to me so young (63) and I had so much more to do with each of them in my life. It all seems to have just happened yesterday. Dad passed away Friday October 13th, 2006 after we had thought he would have a new lease on life - kidney transplant. He had an infection and was not able to fight it in his weakened condition. Still trying to recover from this, Mom was admitted to the hospital for what we thought was just an infection and unfortunately did not ever get to come back home. While in the hospital they discovered cancer and tried to treat it with chemotherapy.  Her weakened condition did not allow her to fight a second infection. We lost her on June 3rd ironically to the same fate as Dad. I live with the faith that he was there to greet her and that they are now both happy together - looking down on us as special angels that will guide me through the rest of my life in a different way now.  Instead of holding my hand they will hold my heart!