MOM I MISS YOU SO MUCH I DON'T THINK I CAN GET OVER THE PAIN OF LOOSING YOU I KNOW WE WEREN'T VERY CLOSE AS I WOULD HAVE WANTED TO BE WITH YOU. YOU NEVER GOT TO KNOW THAT I WAS HAVING A BABY THAT WOULD BE YOUR FIRST GRANDSON THAT WAS BORN A MONTH AFTER YOUR BIRTHDAY. JACOB WILL NEVER GET TO SEE HIS GRANDMA BUT I WILL TELL HIM HOW LOVING AND CARING YOU WAS AND SHOW HIM PICTURES I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.