Ah Erika I had such plans for you today. Great day for Virginia beach. I know you loved it so! The whole weekend planned. Frid,Sat and Sun coming home Monday it was a big occasion for your 60th. You said not to make a big deal about it. You hated the thought of turning 60. I loved you no matter how old you felt ...you know that. How many times I told you in my eyes you looked as good as you did when I first met you! I look at your pictures how lucky was I to have a beautiful woman and loving, sexy all the things one dreams of. From your head to your toes you looked wonderful!! I hope in Heaven you were looking down as I looked up today feeling my energy of love for you. Happy birthday Erika my love. I love you forever and a day. I miss you Erika so very much. Love Kay

Erika today is my birthday and it is the first time in 57 years I have been alone. Today you would have had a card for me with lots of kisses. I read your card from last year it read: on your birthday I'd like to Grab you and hug you and Squeeze you and kiss you and hold you and cuddle you and kiss you some more! Inside it reads Just like any other day!
Happy birthday with love. You wrote I love you you're one and only Erika. The suprise is that you always date your cards to me and this one has no year and it was on my headboard. Title My sweet one. I guess you wanted me to find it. At least that is what I am telling myself and since it had no year it was to be forever. I wanted to spend time with you Erika today. Your birthday is coming up this week also. I will return and be with you. I love you Erika you know I do. You will always be a part of me. I still have moments and I am still trying you know that. I talk to you to help me with the bad days. I can not promise you know I do not lie but I am trying really I am. watch over me Erika and stay with me please. I need your comfort and knowing you are near. Love you forever and a day.Erika. Your Kay

I remember that we talked about not being sure if we liked each other when we first met. We found out that we did. We drifted and I wish we hadn't.
Erika, if it wasn't for you, I probably never would have sang a note. Thank you for bringing that joy into my life.
I remember how much we laughed when you would get really excited and launch into German. I had no idea what you were saying, but you said it with such enthusiasm! I would be trying to keep a straight face, then bust up laughing.
I remember Pink, Fuzzy, Bunnies....
I remember when you first met Kay. You were convinced that she was going to be another "fix em and send em on their way" relationship. You had alot of those. I'm so glad you had that love in your life.
I remember being friends.....I always will.
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